Christian Chat

@Former-Member

I can see your faith in the word of God and scriptures is strong. Don't ever loose that. Because I know it has helped me greatly.

I can relate to what you say about decision after decision being a disaster. But don't rule out, that life is very problematic for lots of people. And even for people who have something. It would be a fine line between having more and loosing everything.

As for your loosing everything question. There would be millions who feel the same. And millions who it happens to everyday. With me, it's been a perception thing. Look at what I've got and not what I don't. And do what I can to make it better.

I've got lots of people in my life. And what I've found is, they are all there for themselves. And same goes for me. It comes with lots of complications. And turns out to be toxic in the end. I get that feeling of loneliness in the stomach. Or feeling of something not being quite right. I usually deal with it bye, reaching out to someone or keeping busy. I find that there is that old testament mentality going on. Which others are involved in. And I find turning to God helps. Thinking about Jesus and what he's done.

Eude

@eudemonism
Thank you for taking the time to write to me & help me. I am very grateful for your help, & concern.
I like to just give things that are out of my control to GOD. They only get to me when I am already trying to deal with pain.
That is my most venerable time, unfortunately. I have had so many Miracles from GOD, & I am believing for healing from this damage in my knees, & hands. As long as I do not ride horses, or do anything that will put pressure on my spine, I will be ok.
Healing takes time, & Faith.
I am going to start some strength training soon. I have a gym here in this house in the lounge room. I used to use it, plus I had a Gym membership. I was very strong & fit for many years.
So, being home for all these years & no training, has been disheartening. To say the least.
I had prophecy spoken over me a few times over the years. One prophet from Church ministry, told me that I was going to be a "Trophy Of GOD Grace". He wasn't wrong, I certainly can agree with that Prophesy now, it certainly has been GODS Grace, that has kept me, who I am today! Amen <><<

Loosing that which caused trauma & pain, really is no lose at all. I gave up my home freely, as to stay would have been my mistake. Without going in to personal details.
Yet, in saying that, I had no information about my rights at the time. So I chose do what would be the best for my, sanity, & mental health & my safety.
I had to relocate quickly for my safety at that time in my life.
Talk again soon!

Love & Hugs!

Bella xo 🙂 <><<

@Former-Member

((((((((Darcy))))))) XX 🙂 <><<

@Former-Member

My life is a mess hey! There is problems left right and centre. I can't do anything without it costing me money. I can't catch up with anyone without it causing me problems. I can't think about diddly squat without it causing me stress. And the system is just sitting back and waiting to feed off of all of it. Like they doing me a favor. I can't help but see the negatives in everything. Cause there ain't any positives to be honest. All my problems, worries, stresses, woes, misfortunes, pain, miseries, sufferings and illnesses are someone else's good fortune. It's just the way I see it. And because I am who I am. Society, religion, my family, the system, my friends and the community will continue to feed off of it. Until I'm a dead man. Or until I've had enough and killed myself. It's as simple as that.

Eude.

I pray for and ask for prayer. To help with human curses. In the form of their words, thoughts and emotions coming against me for their own benefit. I pray for the strength, motivation and courage to do what I need to do too get through each day, too maintain peace of mind. Too maintain my health and happiness. And too look after and take care of myself. And too be freed from the problems of others. Eude.