Christian Chat

@eudemonism

I hear you Eude, I never had your problem with the MHS to be truthful. I am still here for you, & I will support you no matter what, ok Eude.
I have a friend in USA he tells me the same as you do, to be truthful. I have known him for 5 yrs. He agrees with you not that he knows you.
He has had a shocking time with his family not treating him like a human being, & Police & MHS doing the right thing about him, sadly.
Then in saying that, I can only help you with your Christian walk, & relationship with JESUS, through prayer, the Word, & my own real life experiences. I wish I could just fly over to SA on the wings of an angel, lift you to a high place where you feel loved, & safe, I sincerely mean this Eude. 😞
But, I can not, I can be your loving, caring friend, that is the extent of it, so I hope you appreciate all the prayer, posts, & support you have from me, & others in CT.
I posted many things that will help you to find peace in the midst of the storm. I have to do it for myself with GODS love & Word, & all do that choose to, get Spiritual help, support. Life is not an easy place, but it is full of caring loving people that have their own mountains in our/their lives to move, yet still reach out like I am to you to be there & love you, & help in the best way we know how!

JESUS is LORD!
Amen & Amen!

Love & Hugs

Bella xo 🙂 <><<

Matthew 17:20 He said to them: "Because of your little faith. For truly I say to you, if you have faith the size of a mustard grain, you will say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there and it will move, and nothing will be Impossible for you." @Former-Member

@eudemonism
AMEN! <><
Speak to the mountain, (your problems) ask GOD to help you, then Believe with all your heart Eude, that HE is helping you, & see this mountain, become a puddle of water. The Holy Spirit will guide you into all VICTORY through JESUS CHRIST our LORD! Amen! <><< 🙂

@Heavenbound

I'm thinking of you, I really like you so much. I am hoping that we can become gr8 friends in Forum, if you would like this too?
GOD BLESS YOUR PRECIOUS HEART!

Love & Hugs!
Your Sister, & Friend in Christ JESUS!
Amen & Amen!

Bella xxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooo 🙂

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@Former-Member Do you go to church on Sundays? Are you apart of a church community?

@Former-Member that's no good.

I'm kind of the same as you. I have a few different churches I go to. And for me it's like exposure therapy. And strengthening myself against all the worlds problems. And all the problems people are causing me. I've got my work cut out for me. Too say the least. Between my Illness, medication, self medicating addictions, being there for people, others people's problems becoming my problems, non Christian people, and living, maintaining peace of mind, having something to stand for. It's all explained in the Bible. And it's all hard work. It's all very draining.

I'm a bit worried about how your handling life without much support? As I know that I get very restless and agitated and feel like I'm suffering and struggling to live a quality life. Which I turn to others for help with. Which is in vein. Because it creates this toxic dependency cycle. I feel they are living in the old testament. And I just don't know how to help them.

Eude.

@eudemonism

I feel you care & concern for me, at this time in my life. Thank you so much Eude, I am not making a big thing about this isolation, as I understand & believe GOD allows our challenges in life to strengthen us in HIM, & HIS Word.
I do have sometimes, a sadness in the pit of my stomach, because of this type of loneliness, & lack, that I endure.
I do get myself right again, after praying GODS Word to HIM, & Trusting in HIM, with all my heart! 🙂

I had such full, close family life or many years. Then I left home to try & pursue a life, where I was not a burden on my parents. (Not that they wanted me to)
But, my choices, did not workout, one after another, all disaster?
Yet, all were relationship orientated, & jobs I chose. My most successful, & worthwhile is MHW.
Then due to the accident, & amount of body pain & meds, after all the, many years of voluntary work,training, & Uni , & my heart led desire. I acquired the best & most rewarding Job in my life, & it was taken from me after, 3 1/2 years. 😞
Looks like I may never be able to go back, now?
GOD has a new life for me, HE knows my heart. HE says, HE will give back what has been stolen from me/us.
HE tells us, to trust in HIM with all our heart, lean not upon our own understanding, & in all our ways acknowledge HIM, & The LORD will direct our steps. Proverbs 3 v 5-6
I would be a real mess without GOD & HIS Word, & my FATH in HIM! Amen 🙂

Thank You For Your Care! xo


PS
I totally understand all you wrote, in your letter Eude.

Love & Hugs!

Bella 🙂 <><<