@ENKELI My dear i'm talking spiritually not physically when i use the bible i always talk spiritually. It is in your heart that the trouble is, for you are not in God's rest.
Please do think about this deeply my dear, you are telling me that Jesus - The Living Word - has not got your salvation ready made for you? How can that be true?
However you know only life in lies is not invited into His Truth my dear, surely you are! Can you see the troubled? This is the trouble you totally misunderstand me, and how i try to show you God's word works spiritually.
Your bad life is not you sinning, the wicked are not you in wrong, but spirits who done the hurting and got others to hurt you. Your bad life is not your doing but satan. It was satan who got someone, who should have loved, and cared for you, to hurt you badly instead. So badly that it paralysed you all this time, just as he did to me!
For all the things you say you did, i know you did. Good on you for caring!
Yet how come you were true but Jesus was not NOT TRUE? And He did not bring you any good life. And made you feel the Word of God has no help for you on offer?
Please ponder on our Lord Jesus being THE TRUTH and THE LIFE and then Him saying FULL OF His LOVE to you............"Come to Me, all you who labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." ("Matthew 11:28)
Honestly my dear sister, i cannot stress this enough - it is the bad life in you lying to you that makes you feel as you do, because you live in the bad life and believe the feelings and thoughts it brings you, but you do not believe God's truth.
That is what that creep did to me as well! That is why i hurt so bloody long while trying so F.. hard to do the right thing, but got NOTHING but more pain, rejection, and all kind of bad life back in return. For The wicked, were behind the scene, and were hurting me like this, though my memories and feeling world, in the first place. And so The Wicked, through the sins/hurt/wrong committed against me, had hold on to my thoughts and feelings because of the pain i suffered doing that. A real trap. A real catch 22.
And then when Jesus invited me to be like Him about that and forgive unconditionally, the wicked made me feel that the guilty persons would not be punished, and what good is it to serve God if evil people get away with it. (This is why i encouraged you to read Habakkuk to your heart, not outside yourself, or in your religiously educated mind, but spiritually - out of your heart in spirit prayer to Jesus - meditating on Him and what He says so it is true for you instead of untrue. Watching the movie the shack could also really help here)
For The (Living) word has the answer, as i tried show you before, but the wicked made you feel God's Truth is useless for you here. And so you are still hurting instead of trampling them to ashes dropping your hurting, angry, disappointed, faithless, unbelieving, unforgiving times in yourself like this to Jesus and ask for His good life/ability back in return. And see the difference such will make.
When i say The Living Word, i mean to say when what it says in The word of God is also true in and for you in SPIRIT, just as it says.
Here i share you another Word to ponder in The Love of Jesus and for Jesus.
(This is the promise we live where we have life in The Son and no longer in our old life. (please do ponder for yourself where within yourself this Word has come true (is Alive) and where not.))
Revelation 21:1-2
"Now I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away. Also there was no more sea. Then I, John, saw the holy city, New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from heaven saying, “Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God Himself will be with them and be their God. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.”
Then He who sat on the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” And He said to me, “Write, for these words are true and faithful.”
And He said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give of the fountain of the water of life freely to him who thirsts. He who overcomes shall inherit all things, and I will be his God and he shall be My child."
i promise you if you hand over ll your hurting feelings to Jesus, lay down your life there in, you shall also find freedom from the hurt other peoples sin have caused in your life.
Here i proof it to you with another Word of wonder for those hurting life and trust their life into Jesus' hands
Romans 8:26-39
"Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered. Now He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He makes intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren. Moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified.
What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things? Who shall bring a charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies. Who is he who condemns? It is Christ who died, and furthermore is also risen, who is even at the right hand of God, who also makes intercession for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written:
“For Your sake we are killed all day long;
We are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.”
Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
Lets claim the promises of the word and not let bad life keep us from Him.
