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@ENKELI Thanks sis. Sleep wise things have not improved, but coping wise things have. For instead of things getting worse things have been getting a lot better. No evil voices. My head slowing down in speed. i worked on my filter all day, after i had put too much pressure in a joint and it snapped. Silly me. i had to basically rebuild the inside bottom way up. All running again though, and made sure this wont be a problem again, even if do such a thing.

i've also had wonderful support from my Elder, which was so good to experience. i hope we can build on in The Lord, and so let God transform the place into a place of loving truth, so much religion ruling yet.

Often times i have heard your prayers of support coming in. Each memory i have of this place brings me support. It is good to have a base to be able to get a breather.

@Appleblossom @heartathome @REDLINEZ750 @Moose123

Babylon's Voice,

Astonished i looked
and beheld
the truth of my lies
ruling me
much misery!

Inner bloodshed

galore!

Those lies trampling

true me under foot

drinking my life blood

through my Chosen

dying at her hand.

Mystery solved

unfaithful voice

in me exposed!

Running for my life now!

she is about

to be thrown out

with sinful life,

in my flesh,

so cruel,

and sore!

Hallelujah!

Religion rides on the back of The Beast hurting us wrong.

agree totally @ENKELI thanks to them all

tell ya what id up in arms playing them in scrabble though some of the words they dont like haha 😁

thought i post this here, @DownMoreThanUp @heartathome @Appleblossom @MissGremlin @Bunniekins @AlwaysMyself

(494) Doubt invites deeper trust ✨ #wisdom #quotes #shorts #faith #trustGod #lifelessons #motivation - YouTube

@REDLINEZ750 i really struggled with doubt after Jesus first appeared to me in my pit. It proved to be much more of a devil then i knew myself to be in doubt. So Jesus dumped the feeling of doubt well below me. He did this after doubt and unbelief had taken me deepest deep depressed, thinking God did not love me a miserable sinner.😞

That event took care of that! Let me assure!😁 The spirit of unbelief went straight after it. and i never have been tormented by disbelief or doubt in God's love for me, or anyone, ever again. So now when i hear their 'voices/realities' knocking on my door, i say Remember? Reminding them of the fiery ending such untrue feelings had in me on their way down as i send them there too. So much better than going there myself heeding those crappy feelings in me.

Doubting or not believing lies is fine! Or priding in God instead of ourselves. With Jesus at least all our emotions work for good again!😀

@Appleblossom @ENKELI @heartathome

Unbelief.

Your voice turned me utterly insane,
believing your suggestions
thinking there is no God.
For you betrayed my Good Life,
pushing me into that bottomless pit,
into fiery Hell for years on end.

Flying right through my reality,
your miserable voice dividing
myself against myself,
your taunts attacking faithful self,
hopelessness cutting me up,
your lies barring access to true Life!

No faith feeding my starving soul,
instead doubt, confusion and terror,
false evidence locking my hopes away,
devoid from true self or any good thing,
torturing me in those dark dungeons,
you only ever set out to murder me!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzyWDf1Cmlk&list=RDMM&index=12

Doubt

Jesus Appears to Thomas

John 20: Verse 24 - 29

Lord, I believe! Help my unbelief! 💛

@REDLINEZ750

@DownMoreThanUp

@heartathome God's love flowing like a river in your heart is what i asked Jesus to give you today. So you also know the love of God as real and true always. And that your own misgivings will never again bother you for Jesus Victory is who you believe in.

@REDLINEZ750 @Appleblossom @ENKELI @Bunniekins

Doubt and unbelief are wicked enemies when they attack God's Word Alive in us!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJxy9F4iW0w&list=RDjJxy9F4iW0w&start_radio=1

@DownMoreThanUp It's God's love that gives me the ability to love! 💛

@heartathome Amen. It is our Lord who gave us that Vineyard when He brought His Son Alive within us. The very love we were craving for. Our identity as a Child of God.

Now it is about getting to have faith in His love where we have not yet got His love. Also when we are cast doubt by worry. Also when satan takes loved ones from us without us being able to do anything about. Also when the accuser rakes us over the coals of our mistakes and faults in him.

This is the battle in our life as believers to have Christ fully formed in us. In all our inner being His Spirit our spirit as well.

@REDLINEZ750 @Appleblossom @ENKELI @Moose123

My Vineyard.

My soul is a vineyard of the Lord.
He chose the site carefully
and dug my hardened soil deep.

He removed all rocks and stones
and built me a wall with them,
a defence so very strong.

He planted the choicest of vines,
in fertile ground He planted them
and watered them deeply.

He cares for the plants very well,
pruning them each season,
strong stock to propagate.

Also a watchtower did He make,
placing guards in it,
a watching eye on things.

A wine press He built as well,
for when my vines yield,
pressing the best of fruit.

The wine of Joy is what I get,
jubilant my maidens dance,
gladness running over.

For i know that when i'm overcome by my fears, or when i see His love cast out the fear i'm living, is living hell over against living Heaven.

(a poem i wrote 14 years ago about fighting the spirit of fear.)

Get out of me fear, you hear!

I hope you will grow strong against fear
for fear is a true enemy my dear,
because when trouble comes near
and the lie gets you to fall for fear
then Jesus doesn't all to often appear

rather you shed many a worried tear
see your hopes and dreams disappear
dragon hurting you with his fire to sear!
grilling you without mercy year after year!
all because fear knows no trust my dear.

So when you fall for fear once more
and the heat burns you so very sore
Ask Jesus to help you in your distress
Admit to Him you did surely crash

Let God's love say to your fear

Hey you never again come near
You better listen well you hear
For My Lord Jesus will appear!
He'll throw you right out of me
so I'll be free in His love to be!

walking with Jesus every day
so eat dust satan and go away!

(1 John 4, all the best fear is a hard one to conquer! Yet with Jesus we can sweat blood from fear, and still do what needs to be done. Hallelujah!)

@heartathome @REDLINEZ750 @Appleblossom @ENKELI

i found this old poem i forgotten about. i wrote this poem 11 years ago and i still love every word of it. i'm almost crying seeing the difference doing this has brought me. My fallen life gone and Jesus in return. i love Him so.

Jesus rescues
When depression reigns
and all seems lost!
When regrets demand my ear
shame and guilt burn my heart!

When loneliness attacks
and despair pounds!
When hopelessness compels
and the pit looms!

Then i call upon Jesus
and let Him save me!
Then i cling to His love
His grace comfort me!

Then i shelter underneath His wings
in His love find protection from bad life!
For in God's grace there is true safety
as He grows me anew clinging to Him.

My favourite film clip with this awesome song. (i pray this song every day. All i want is Jesus for all those who are hurting. (Amen?))

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PiaVb8j_nbw&list=RDPiaVb8j_nbw&start_radio=1

i really got the last line of that passage @heartathome thankyou for psting that and livingstone i will look more into after hearing both them songs today @DownMoreThanUp i hope your doing better with sleep