outlanderSenior Contributor
TRIGGERRED!!!!!
I have been really badly triggerred. None of my coping strategies are working.
It is triggerred all my csa stuff and i really cant handle it!!!!
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TRIGGERRED!!!!!
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@outlander @Sans911 @Former-Member XXX
I tried to let you know about my day regarding CAT SCAN, plus other need to do on my list- while in the main CBD, where I live.
Unfortunately there were something wrong with the Internet at that time? I could not stay connected to- Sane Web Site-?
I had to rest, & it rained all day, plus all night here South Coast NSW.
I am relaxing today, keeping my fluids up, eating my healthy foods when hungry. I actually slept best last night, than I have for many weeks. I think it is because, now I have gone & taken the actions to do 3 important things, which I needed to do, & was putting off for 3 months, or longer?
I have decided now, through the unnecessary suffering which I put myself through, by not wanting to just go do it. What ever do it is/was, are the things that I knew inevitably would have to be done.
I will be seeing my GP Thursday, & have Acupuncture on my left hand, it really works for me.
Then after Acupuncture, I will have get the results from Blood tests, Plus Cat Scan. I am just relieved to have that part nearly over & done with!
What ever the GP knows I need to do to make my health & body better, I am going to do! I can not go on like this, any longer!!!
((((((((GROUPHUGS)))))))
Love,
Bella XXX 🙂
I tried to let you know about my day regarding CAT SCAN, plus other need to do on my list- while in the main CBD, where I live.
Unfortunately there were something wrong with the Internet at that time? I could not stay connected to- Sane Web Site-?
I had to rest, & it rained all day, plus all night here South Coast NSW.
I am relaxing today, keeping my fluids up, eating my healthy foods when hungry. I actually slept best last night, than I have for many weeks. I think it is because, now I have gone & taken the actions to do 3 important things, which I needed to do, & was putting off for 3 months, or longer?
I have decided now, through the unnecessary suffering which I put myself through, by not wanting to just go do it. What ever do it is/was, are the things that I knew inevitably would have to be done.
I will be seeing my GP Thursday, & have Acupuncture on my left hand, it really works for me.
Then after Acupuncture, I will have get the results from Blood tests, Plus Cat Scan. I am just relieved to have that part nearly over & done with!
What ever the GP knows I need to do to make my health & body better, I am going to do! I can not go on like this, any longer!!!
((((((((GROUPHUGS)))))))
Love,
Bella XXX 🙂
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Unknown userMember
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@Sans911I saw that you kept Zoe company after I flaked it and Faith and Hope did too. I think some of our thoughts are very similar which unfortunatley does relate to the trauma we have suffered. But at the same time I think it gives you some solace knowing you are not alone.
I slept ok last night (thanks to some good meds), woke up about 5am and also made a coffee and went back to bed. But have already taken kids to school so day has started.
@outlanderunfortunatley it is a waiting game today. Can you do a lot of self care today to help you get through. You must ve very tired indeed 
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@Former-Memberyes SANE had issues with people accessing the forum last night so alot of us had the same issues.
Hope it all goes well and glad you had a good sleep last night
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander - I know there is no relief hun, but know that both of us, and probably @Former-Member too, are sitting here with you (she's just tagged me!)
I'm ok as I can be. Constantly tired. Have to go deal with Centrelink this morning to try to get them to stop me looking for work whilst continuing to pay me. I'm supposed to have an appointment with a work provider this morning. They want me to sign contract to look for 15jobs a month! My GP won't let me work, so looking for work isn't going to help. I do get job alerts anyway, just for interest sake, so I'm not doing nothing. If something good came up, I'd probably apply.
Then I have my counsellor later this afternoon. I look forward to these appts with mixed emotions.
I'm ok as I can be. Constantly tired. Have to go deal with Centrelink this morning to try to get them to stop me looking for work whilst continuing to pay me. I'm supposed to have an appointment with a work provider this morning. They want me to sign contract to look for 15jobs a month! My GP won't let me work, so looking for work isn't going to help. I do get job alerts anyway, just for interest sake, so I'm not doing nothing. If something good came up, I'd probably apply.
Then I have my counsellor later this afternoon. I look forward to these appts with mixed emotions.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member - isn't it silly how we agonise over things we should do, and don't? Then when we finally do, it's such a relief. I'm glad you are taking care of your health and other matters, and you got a decent sleep. Have a good day sweetheart. Love having you back. You have such a beautiful spirit.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member
yeah we were all having troubles with the forums yesterday, I wasnt up to much posting anyway.
It rained all day and night here, im mid coast NSW so not a huge difference in weather patterns
Im really glad your looking after your health, its important
I hope all your results and things come back with some sort of answer/solutions to what is going on for you. Have you considered taking antihistamines, since your having inus issues and have lots of fur babies. The dust etc that can come off them esp in spring can be quite a lot esp to those who have sinus/allergy issues.
@Former-Member
good to know you had a good sleep. hopefully today goes ok for you.
I need to do a few things today because ive been too lazy to them for the past few days but it looks like another one of those days. Its a waiting game until the results come back from the biospy so first thing is wait for surgeon//specialist/whoever and get a date/time for the test.
Then go from there I guess.
@Sans911
yeah I know, your all sitting here and I wont be able to thank you all enough. It doesnt seem enough.
15 jobs is a lot! My mum had the same problem even though she was working full time. Idiots.
Your gp has already said that your not working and health professionals overrule centrelink. (I hope) Im glad youve got your counsellor this afternoon, I hope it goes well for you
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@outlanderthese waiting games do suck. I understand hun with what I went through with my father and it totally sucks when we have no control over the matter.
I thought I had psych today but got my days mixed up, it is tomorrow!
@outlander @Sans911 today is going to be a very eas day with lots and lots of self care becasue tonight I will not be on here, well maybe really late (now I know you will both miss me terribly!!!)
It is Little Miss grade 6 graduation night!!! I am doing everything I can today to get there tonight and try and enjoy myself. Spoke to my GP about it yesterday and have some meds to take before hand so I can stay nice and calm tonight!!
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Little miss is growing up @Former-Member i bet your looking forward to those teenage years 😉
Please take care of yourself, i know how much you would want to go so yes lots of self care and taking things easy 💙💜
Please take care of yourself, i know how much you would want to go so yes lots of self care and taking things easy 💙💜
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member @outlander it's back to the vet again shortly. Trying to get breakfast in before I go, even though I don't want to. Catch up with you later.
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Good luck @Sans911 hope all is ok with Cat
