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Gratitude

Gratitude

I have decided to start a gratitude 'journal' on here because I want to share the positives too not just when im at the bottom of the barrol and while im not out of that deep dark hole, I want others to share what they are gratiful of as well.

The first thing im grateful for is My work (my second job), after speaking to my boss about the chores that need to be done over next week/s, ive realised just how muhc trust she has in me. Something I never thought someone could be able to truly do when I hardly trust myself.

so a lot of you know who I am and that I have a second job. Some of you may know what a farmhand is while others go huh....

so in light of the people I trusted turning and saying that I need to get a job, I had some free time on my hands today and actually sat down and wrote out what it is that I do and the next time someone times me its not a job Ill be telling them where to shove it.

I dont need to write everything down but will dot point down the roles/responisibilities that I have being a farmhand- or second in charge.

  • There are 2 separate paddocks and they both require fencing checks, which involves on the good days (weather wise) or at least every second day a walk around the entire propert (both of them) checking for any fences that are broken or down and also checking the electric fencing units and noting which ones need batteries replaced. Every other day or on crappy rainy or extremly hot days its a drive anywhere the car is accessable to check the fencing and their units. Im not required to fix the fence unless something minor, as my bosses hubby does the fencing but thats on his days off his proper work/job
  • Check each horse on the property (around 120), not go and check specifically each horse unless noticing something wrong, so just noting them and doing a head count per paddock each paddock check
  • ive been entrusted 4 horses into my care which we call the holiday care as the owners are still required to check their horses at least once a week, with sometimes more during xmas and other special occasions and their associated holidays. Duties for this includes, scrubbing bathtubs (if requested and paid extra for) paddock cleaning (if requested and paid extra for, plus other clients on the properties) feeding and rugging with their general needs being met.
  • Talking to clients and as theirs 120 horses who knows who ill meet in the day however most still go to my boss for their problems.
  • Horse handling. If people require someone to hold their horses for vets, farriers, dentitsts or worming or other services im the first one thats given the chance to do this (extra $)
  • feed orders. Every few weeks I organise a feed truck so have to communicate and write down orders and take cash etc so organise the amounts of each feed for the feed business and let everyone know when the orders will be delivered.
  • When my boss goes away, im first in charge so the background stuff she does comes to me for the amount of time shes away.

So out of all that im very grateful she has put her trust in someone who is young (and who doesnt turst themselves) and has allowed me to grow and learn in this role.

Thank you to everyone who just read all that!!!

will try to get better pics when its not raining!

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I am grateful for the support that I receive from my forum family. I'm not always able to articulate what's going on in my head but my heart says "thankyou" to everyone. When everything's super crazy or doesn't make sense, I know that I am accepted for who I am right here.

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What a wonderful notion I agree completely.

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I've felt so lost and alone in my life and at times have wondered if this is all there is and is life always going to be this way. Yesterday Andrew asked me if I would like to go to church with him today. I haven't been to church since childhood and I don't have good memories of those times. I went to church today. Am I allowed to mention it was Baptist where as my childhood "religion" was C of E? ...continued next post.

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I went to church today. Am I allowed to mention it was Baptist where as my childhood "religion" was C of E? I was blown away by the sincerity of the people who welcomed me, the songs and the atmosphere. I felt as though I had come home. I had tears running down my cheeks, the topic shared resonated with me. I want to go back next week. I felt like I belonged within a community. I have felt so content and serene all afternoon. I felt loved and included, despite what's going on in my life right now.

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On reflection, there is so much I feel grateful for today, especially for:-

The love of my husband who knows me better than anyone. For him being my rock - always there for me through the good and bad times. For his undying love. That he is alive and thriving. For his positivity and love of life that inspires me

For my dearest, closest friends - for believing in my strengths and heart; and for remaining steadfast and loyal in my human weaknesses and flaws. I am so grateful for their geninue friendship which lights the way for me when I am in the dark.

For the deep friendships I form - so grateful for these people who came into my life and those that will in the future.

For freedom of speech and the right to exercise it in this great free land

For those good people who respect it without persecution and judgement - for their genuine, good character who allows each to their own. Who listen and understand, who know me and respectfully accept me for who I am without malice or bad will. Grateful for those who appreciate me as I do them.

I am grateful for all the genuinely kind hearted people in the world who give all a fair go, who do not harm or tarnish someone's good intentions and reputation - who enhance my life with their light, warmth, love and presence. Thank you for being you.

So grateful that my daughter and self are growing closer, that we survived the darkest times and for the love between us - even stronger. I am so grateful she is alive.

For my beautiful new home and the good life I have now to look forward to.

For my health and adequate access to health care resources if needed. Something not all have.

For my peaceful environment and the great love in my home that gives me the strength to do what I am meant to with zest and to move forward. That soft pillow to fall on when life throws it's inevitable injustices, trials and blows. For that love that carries me through it all - I am eternally grateful for ❤️.

Thank you life for being kind

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Hellloooo @Former-Member, @outlander, @NatalieS, @NatalieS, @Appleblossom, @BlueBay

xoxoxo

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Amen, @Former-Member

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Hello @Shaz51

Haven't been around much lateley, but hope you are doing well.

Having the afternoon to myself so am catching up with some items on my 'to do' list and have just completed my online tax return. I'm really pleased with myself because that was one thing I kept putting off and putting off. Its sunny here now so I might go outside with my fur baby and get some viatim D. Plus I do want a coffee and just have some quiet "in my head" time.

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way to go @NatalieS

it feels good to get something done that needs doing and then to do some self care time too

cooffee sounds lovely @NatalieS

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Feeling negative, but still grateful for good rain over night, and my psychologist who I get to see this morning. I am super grateful for my daughter because we have a lot in common mental health wise, and can laugh about it sometimes.

Hi @Shaz51 @outlander @NatalieS @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope

Just wondering who or what is lobachemie - anyone else seen them about? It seems like advertising/spam but they would have to have set up an account. Confused. I reported it but zero response.

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