MDTSenior Contributor
what a horrible day
can't take this anymore... i need help!
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idk who else to tag..
help me please 😞
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what a horrible day
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: what a horrible day
Thats ok @MDT something will come uo eventually
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@outlander I hope so.. particularly if i am getting worse each day.. they made me delete all that other stuff too.. about the poster from the other forums.. because that person came here to look (but it's resolved now).
I am just really anxious about what I'm going to do next in life
I am just really anxious about what I'm going to do next in life
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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hi @MDT
life is full of challanging stuff, youll get there.
oh yes i remember thost other posts, how did you find out they were here might i ask? just pure curiosity
no one knows what they are going to do next in life. heck tomorrow i could find something else wrong or could go the other way and set me on a whole other path. its constantly changing. do the things you love do to but also explore other options
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i told them i used sane forums @outlander
i'm so lost today it's not funny.. i have found an internship in policy and research with some youth network.. but idk what to write up for my letter... this is the type of thing that makes me think i actually have BPD because i can logically figure it out but i still am averse to doing it
i'm so lost today it's not funny.. i have found an internship in policy and research with some youth network.. but idk what to write up for my letter... this is the type of thing that makes me think i actually have BPD because i can logically figure it out but i still am averse to doing it
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@MDT
your starting to freak yourself out over possibly having BPD. what if it turns out you dont have it?
try not to worry about it, you also have anxiety and depression. lack of motivation is a big symptom of having a mental illness in general.
let the mh professionals help work out diagnoses, until then breathe and chill.
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MDTSenior Contributor
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if it turns out i dont have it then i will be even more worried @outlander because i want to know what is wrong with me..
i'm struggling to chill because i keep thinking i am wasting time and opportunities.. saw there is a networking event tomorrow and i can't go because i hate those things. At least for now anyway. I really don't know what I want. People tell me to get LinkedIn and all that but I hate taking photos. I'm not going to shave either because i look stupid without facial hair - so long as i keep it neat and tidy that's all that should matter.
I'm so averse to change right now it's not funny.
i'm struggling to chill because i keep thinking i am wasting time and opportunities.. saw there is a networking event tomorrow and i can't go because i hate those things. At least for now anyway. I really don't know what I want. People tell me to get LinkedIn and all that but I hate taking photos. I'm not going to shave either because i look stupid without facial hair - so long as i keep it neat and tidy that's all that should matter.
I'm so averse to change right now it's not funny.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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i do understand that @MDT it was a relief and a shock for me when i was diagnosed but i am still me. it jsut give me other options to therapy.
yes they may be passed opportunities but it jsut might not be the right time.
exploring and getting out of your comfort zone though could help. hard to do i know as i still trying to do that myself.
when do you see your psych next?
what can you do until then to keep occupied? tell yourself your appt is coming and you can discuss it more than
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i see my psych this wednesday @outlander i might head into uni tomorrow to finally finish my study notes for next week's replacement exams and that way i can try to push myself into writing a cover letter for that internship i mentioned just before - it looks like it might help me get a bit more experience in policy. Applications are due in by the 5th so that's good. I haven't heard back from one of the jobs i applied for and the other one said they would get back in touch with me in as many days..... I guess the point here is that I am doing 'things' at least right?<br><br>Because i did a general degree, i now need to look up experience and do as much as i can in a small timeframe (2018) so i want to start early i guess?<br><br>So much of the modern lifestyle in this world is style over substance... i fail at both... idk why... i must...<br><br>just the thought of going there and making small talk with people frightens me because i dont think i can do it and i dont think i can bloody well compare to a lot of people there.. <br>i'm just stressing out heaps because i dont have any money.. idk what to do tbh.. <br>
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MDTSenior Contributor
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So anxious
@ @Faith-and-Hope @CheerBear @Former-Member @outlander
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Sorry @MDT i missed the tag from earlier
Whats making you anxious
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