MDTSenior Contributor
what a horrible day
can't take this anymore... i need help!
@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Shaz51@soul
idk who else to tag..
help me please 😞
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what a horrible day
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MDTSenior Contributor
Re: what a horrible day
fuck my life... i dont wanna go to laser tag today because i feel sad.. i feel like a loser and i feel like i am desparate.. i cant handle people anymore and i cant handle the world anymore.. its almost like the universe just doesnt want me to be happy.. or to enjoy my life.. wtf do i have to do.. everything seems futile and useless.. why do i want to be on my own.. why do i want to do my own thing.. why do i have to be so tall yet so alone.. my lot in life is unhappiness..
i cant handle myself and i want to disappear away into the night.. where i can meet people who are the same... but when i do it fails and falls apart.. i feel like i am in limbo betwwen being normal and being a loser and i dont belong in either so i end up stuck in the middle.. if i died tomorrow then people would feel obligated to come to my funeral..
im condemned to be on my own in life and i have to reconcile myself with that.. i hate it.. but i guess its how it is.. people are too hard to figure out and they are complex.. you tell them too much and they leave.. you tell them not enough and they leave..
i dont wanna go outside my room... im staying here
@Evangeline @outlander @Sans911 @soul
i cant handle myself and i want to disappear away into the night.. where i can meet people who are the same... but when i do it fails and falls apart.. i feel like i am in limbo betwwen being normal and being a loser and i dont belong in either so i end up stuck in the middle.. if i died tomorrow then people would feel obligated to come to my funeral..
im condemned to be on my own in life and i have to reconcile myself with that.. i hate it.. but i guess its how it is.. people are too hard to figure out and they are complex.. you tell them too much and they leave.. you tell them not enough and they leave..
i dont wanna go outside my room... im staying here
@Evangeline @outlander @Sans911 @soul
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MDTSenior Contributor
Re: what a horrible day
HELP
@Faith-and-Hope @soul @outlander @Evangeline @Sans911
@Faith-and-Hope @soul @outlander @Evangeline @Sans911
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Hi @Hansolo01 ......
If you don't feel up to going out today, do you have things you can do in your room ?
If you don't feel up to going out today, do you have things you can do in your room ?
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MDTSenior Contributor
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im playing xbox @Faith-and-Hope
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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I am finished my coffee but not ready to go home ...... opposite problem to you .....
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i cant show my face to the world @Faith-and-Hope
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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I am sorry you are feeling that way today @MDT, but it's good that you're talking about it ......
Do you really like this girl or are you in love with the idea of being in love, so you are hunk ?
Do you really like this girl or are you in love with the idea of being in love, so you are hunk ?
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Wow ..... Autocorrect super-strike ......
"so you are hunk ?" = do you think ?
Boy, if yesterday's convo was confusing, I think this one is 🏆
"so you are hunk ?" = do you think ?
Boy, if yesterday's convo was confusing, I think this one is 🏆
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MDTSenior Contributor
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i dont like her thatway anynore.. not since im feeling crap about myself
its nice she did not find me ugly i guess.. so thats a small.plus... but that counts for nothing
she likes me as a friend and thats it..
i dont care for it tbh...
i just hate myself
@Faith-and-Hope
its nice she did not find me ugly i guess.. so thats a small.plus... but that counts for nothing
she likes me as a friend and thats it..
i dont care for it tbh...
i just hate myself
@Faith-and-Hope
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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@MDT ..... it's good to have friends who are girls anyway ..... and maybe she will have a friend who likes you ....
