I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

Hi @outlander,

I was in the process of responding to you to say that I didn't think it was appropriate to include that level of detail in your post...and your post appears to have already vanished.

Anyway, I did see it, and what I was going to say was that I wouldn't use words like stupid or silly to describe those actions. I would use words like "unsafe" or "high risk" or "risk taking" or "potentially harmful."

@Phoenix_Rising with removed part

i think theres a difference between ourselves calling our actions silly comparred to others saying that to us. we seem to take it more offensivley.

i dont like ignoring posts, somtimes ill make a combined post but never ignore.

my 'silly' actions have been varied such as driving abit recklessly, playing with certain objects, debating about medications, having thoughts about why im alive, what im still doing here and the reasons why i shouldnt be alive.

hopefully thats better.... yes sorry @Former-Member again

its fixed now @Phoenix_Rising

theres a reason i didnt say anything in the first place. im safe now anyway. im not going anywhere else today except for to bed

Bed sounds like a super plan @outlander. I used to engage in some extremely high risk behaviours when I was around your age. The psychiatrists told my mum that they didn't think I would actually suicide as such, but that it was quite likely I would accidently die because of the sorts of behaviours I was engaging in. I realise now that some of those behaviours could have had catastrophic consequences, which would have been far worse than dying. Thus I choose not to do those particular behaviours anymore.

Anyway, I hope you have a peaceful evening safely snuggled in your bed @outlander.

Hey @outlander how are you going?

@outlanderbummer to that. Did you want to talk about it?

Try not to let her worry you, but I understand how hard that is.