outlanderSenior Contributor
I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now
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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I would suggest that all the things we have talked about re: your psychologist you also need to think about with your psychiatrist and GP i.e.
do they provide a safe, non-judgemental and confidential arena for you
and do you feel that they have your best interestsat heart. Again - a relatinship with any MH professional needs to be based on trust and comfortability in order for you to be able to receive the help needed and be able to move forward.
can you answer yes or no to these questions to help you decide o go forward @outlander
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
about your psychologist , your psychiatrist and GP , does that help you a bit @outlander xx
Medications
Studying
Both jobs but are separate so we will go job 1 caring job 2 farmhand
My own thoughts and feelings
Pain both psychological and physical
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
@Zoe7 @Shaz51 she said it to me. I didnt even think of actually being a mistake until she brought it up. And i tried to adress it with her then and there and she wasnt prepared to do that. About 2 sessions ago i told her that i didnt want or need to adress it as at that point i had accepted it and moved on from it. And she still brings it up and that causes more distress because i feel like shes tryng to make me feel bad and then not help me through it and like shes not really listening to me.
My GP: i got palmed off from one of them because she didnt know what to do with me so she reccomended seeing another one so i did and that one pressures me to talk about things worse than my psych does so i stopped seeing her and went back to the original one i was seeing and she keeps trying to palm me off to the other gp again but i dont want to say anything bad as its her collegue.
My psychiatrist said if i keep having suicidal thoughts and SH ing then she couldnt help me and then said then itll be her failure. Reason im staying she hasnt broke trust but i dont entirely trust her and because she was nice enough to see me in the hosp while she worked there
My GP: i got palmed off from one of them because she didnt know what to do with me so she reccomended seeing another one so i did and that one pressures me to talk about things worse than my psych does so i stopped seeing her and went back to the original one i was seeing and she keeps trying to palm me off to the other gp again but i dont want to say anything bad as its her collegue.
My psychiatrist said if i keep having suicidal thoughts and SH ing then she couldnt help me and then said then itll be her failure. Reason im staying she hasnt broke trust but i dont entirely trust her and because she was nice enough to see me in the hosp while she worked there
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
No you havent triggered me @NatalieS thank you for the suggestion. I find the same thing actually so ive always got to have noise or something to watch otherwise the thoughts take over
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
No probs @Zoe7 ❤
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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soo @outlander 
about the Medications
Studying
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Um just give me a minute
I need to go clean up a plate i broke. I just threw it at all the wall
My sisters have no respect for me whatso ever. I love them but ifm friggin hate them atm
I just need time to cool off
@Shaz51
I need to go clean up a plate i broke. I just threw it at all the wall
My sisters have no respect for me whatso ever. I love them but ifm friggin hate them atm
I just need time to cool off
@Shaz51
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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ok darling @outlander
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I cleaned it up @Shaz51 it didnt make me feel any better. Might need to do it again yet. At least it wasnt my art stuff going flying across the room
I i guess i can get back to here
What are we up to
I i guess i can get back to here
What are we up to
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I think im ok now @Shaz51
