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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

outlanderSenior Contributor18 Oct 2017, 5:54 pm AEDT

I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now

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outlanderSenior Contributor18 Dec 2017, 12:22 am AEDT

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Hello @Former-Member

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MDTSenior Contributor18 Dec 2017, 12:26 am AEDT

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i feel like dorkiness and coolness sum me up lol

anyway im pooped

good night @outlander

hope you sleep well my young padawan learner 😛 may the force be with you

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outlanderSenior Contributor18 Dec 2017, 12:30 am AEDT

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Good night sleep well @MDT

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Sans911Senior Contributor18 Dec 2017, 9:36 am AEDT

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This is a repost from yesterday. Edited.

@Bunniekins - I'm not offended at all by your question. I'm at my local public mh unit. I admitted myself on Friday afternoon. Was pre-arranged earlier in the week with my psychiatrist as my suicidal urges were quite strong then. When I have lots of changes going on I don't cope very well. Was in Emergency last weekend. I'm probably a bit better than I thought, but I did get quite low last night.

@outlander - yes home tommorow lil Sis. Thank goodness. I haven't spoken to anyone except the nurses, and only briefly. The patients here right now are a right mixed up lot; very sad. Some I have seen before.

I have an appointment with my suicide prevention counsellor tommorrow morning so I'm leaving here to go straight to her. I didn’t see her last week as she was away, so I'm looking forward to having a chat with her. Lots to fill her in on. We often go over the allocated hour.

Then Tuesday afternoon I'm headed south to my foster sister's home. I'm staying there until just after Christmas. She lives near a beach, so I'm looking forward to early morning walks. But she treats me very well, she's a good cook & a great support. It'll be nice to spend some time with her.

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outlanderSenior Contributor18 Dec 2017, 9:51 am AEDT

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Morning @Sans911 on page 404 ar the very top i responded yesterday to this part ❤

I havent slept. I ended up watching mrs browns boys till 4am then just layed there but not asleep just resting.
My heart was going so crazy and the anxiety in the veins feeling was so overwhelming. I couldnt get rid of it. Ive got the bad shakes today and still lasting effect of the night but im breathing so theres a positive.

How are you? Sleep? Pain?

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Sans911Senior Contributor18 Dec 2017, 10:16 am AEDT

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@outlander - oh hun, sorry to hear you had such a rough night. Breathing is a positive but so is feeling ok. Can you rest up today?

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MDTSenior Contributor18 Dec 2017, 11:00 am AEDT

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sorry to hear you were having a rough time @outlander
what remedies do you have for sleep? maybe mention to your doctor next time that melotonin could be an option if you haven't already heard/used it.
I'm not telling you what to do so please only take my point as a bit of advice/idea. Maybe mention it to your doctor next time.

@Sans911 glad to hear you have a plan for christmas 🙂 take care

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outlanderSenior Contributor18 Dec 2017, 12:08 pm AEDT

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im not really feeling ok sis, ive thrown up this morning. its not a virus its stress. the move for the horses is coming up nthis week on wednesday and its already causing me such a great deal of stress and they arent even there yet. @Sans911

i had a convo this morning with mum and it near on turned into an argument. i dont ask for credit for what i do but an acknoledgement every now and then would be nice. she was saying all the wonderful things my boss does and when i pulled her up and i said my boss doesnt do that i do it all unless i take the day off. she snarled at me like 'your such a know-it-all' 'you dont do all that' i can see it in her face-shes one i can read like a book. makes me feel so wonderful-not

breathing isnt a positive anymore. i dont want to breathe anymore.

@MDTi was on melatonin for 3 months with no effect so i went off it. thanks for the suggestion though

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outlanderSenior Contributor18 Dec 2017, 2:48 pm AEDT

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@Former-Membercan we talk over here?

@Sans911and everyone else- your welcome too

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Unknown userMember18 Dec 2017, 2:53 pm AEDT

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@outlanderthe other thread isn't MY thread, but it is where I post most of my things. If you are more confortable on here, then I am here to listen hun

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