I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@outlander, a Mrs Browns Boys fan eh? I love Agnes, she is a classic! My favourite part was the one where Agnes sprayed the glue all over instead of air freshener. Ahahahahahahaha!!!

Is it storming in your neck of the woods? I like the rain, but not storms. Like you, they make me anxious (especially in bad storms). One of my relatives has a cattle property and when I stay with her, it is nice to hear the rain on the roof sometimes (she has a tin roof). We have a tiled roof here at home, so miss that lovely sound. I do hope that the storm is a relatively mild one.

Hi @MDT, long time no speak! I'm still catching up with the forums after our NBN was sent offline. How have you been?

yes i love mrs browns boys, and big bang theory and a comedian i shared some of his you tube clips on here. i watched that episode the other day. very funny.

its not exactly storming just thundering and threatening more rain. been on and off all day. but its really really humid.

@Queenie

@Sans911they wont give me any prn meds anymore. 'im doing too well' according to everyone. i cant get in to see gp until early january.

the stupid med reminders on my phone are driving me nuts. i dont want to take them but i know i have to but i cant get them down

**knock knock knock** @outlander, **knock knock knock @outlander, **knock knock knock** @outlander (that's my Sheldon impression). Actually, I can relate a lot to Sheldon's social awkwardness. I am a little like that too. I am also very put out if someone is in my spot (which is the corner of our kitchen).

I just realised we have another hour of Carols in the Domain.... it's like slowly ripping off a bandaid lol.. painful.

@Queenielol good impression. yes i get like that. people standing in 'my spot' or being where i would normally be. weird humans we are.

oh dear, theyve jsut finished here. i turned the tv off and put on youtube and found an entire episode of mrs brown boys

yes @Sans911 they said that to me even after i said i had suicide plans coming back into my head and ive been self harming alot more but 'im doing really well'

and the pain ive been in 'im too young to have'

We still have the heat at the moment @Sans911. The rain must be coming though as we have a little German weather house and the man in the raincoat is out even though it is a cloudless sky. I think it is going to bucket down when it arrives.

It was just very bad @outlander

really tacky tv

how are you atm btw?