I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@outlander No I missed the animals. I will go back and take a look. Good to hear that your pop is up and about.

Thanks for sharing @outlander beautiful animals always put a smile on my face 😄

@Sans911 @outlander just logged on now.

Seems like both of your didn't sleep overly well. Would have been a nice sound this morning Sans.

I slept about 7 hrs straight last night. Was good in a way but not good on how I got it. Very sleepy still and vision still a bit blurred.

Hope for you both your day has been good so far. Not sure what time you are heading in Sans.

im glad you got a good sleep in even though not the best way to get it @Former-Member

glad to see you online though

hello @Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member hiding under the likes, how are you both today?

@outlanderI scared the crap out of myself last night. Then ended up xmas shopping this morning even though I shouldn't have driven. I figured if anything happened I would at least want the kids to get presents on the day.

Hi everyone .... 👋

I’m better than yesterday .....

will just respond here @Former-Member

you scared the crap out of yourself? how did you do that?

are your kids on holidays yet? today was the last day here, im going to be having them alot 😞 though my middle sister is going away for a week camping with her nan and pop on her fathers side of the family, then shes going up to her friends house for a few days for more to catch up with her and her horses so itll be mainly the youngest one.

i could be better, but im breathing so thats enough for now.

hey @Faith-and-Hope glad your better than yesterday, thats a start

@outlanderkids started holidays yesterday so have them at home now.

I scared myself with how much I took last night. All I wanted to do was forget,

How is your Pop going?

oh ok, fair enough. do you have any plans for the holidays? for me im taking one day at a time.. @Former-Member

oh sweet, please be careful. i know you got disconnected last night but please call again or lifeline or beyond blue or somewhere else ok and just chat it out. i know we cant talk about quite a few things here but we can also help you through some of the feelings too

pops going good, he went to the shops himself this morning before the rush.