I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@outlander let the negativity go. You know your pop doesn't feel that way.

I am sorry @outlander. I am sure he is not embarassed at you. Sometimes people say things out of frustration and care. He is probably worried about you and it came out the wrong way

@outlanderit does matter, what you are feeling does matter and you matter

@Former-Member took the words right out of my mouth NellBell. You do matter @outlander, you know your pop loves you and we love you @outlander. Warts and all ... we love you girl and hate to see you in pain ...

i cant even respond to others msgs about earlier today 😞

@Bunniekins@Former-Memberthanks, he yelled at me becasue i was doing the speed limit intead of 10ks under,' told tell anyone i taught you to drive, its embarrassing;

then he yelled at me becasue i asked him to call my mum and put her on speaker phone

why your probably thinking? becasue someone put a fb post up telling me my horse had gotten out on the road but couldnt catch her so i needed some help from mum and then it turned out that it wasnt her it was the next paddock over but alot thought it was my horse and as you can imagine a horse on a rd isnt a good thing and they couldnt catch it.

so i dont the speed limit and jsut slightly over no more than 5ks and i was talking on the phone well i was but he was calling, hanging up and just holding the phone.

today isnt a good day.

@outlander 'today isnt a good day. ' and that is exactly how to think about it. We have our good days and bad days and some are bl**dy horrible! Don't dwell on it that mentor she/he would have forgotten all about it by now ... and your pop has alot on his mind so I wouldn't take it personally ... time to worry about you ... don't let other people impact on how you feel about yourself.

This is what I say to my kids some people just wont like you and that's okay because you wont like everyone either. As long as you are true to yourself and polite and courteous then that is all that matters. If people are rude and awful well that reflects on them not you. Time to let it all go outlander.

@outlanderno it hasn't been a good day. Forget about the messages on here, that is finished now.

Hun you have had it coming to you from all sides today, a very hard day. You need to do something nice for yourself, a bath, a cup of tea, something for yourself. I will be sitting next to you hun like always

@outlanderwell for once I am not watch BBT. Watching a Vet show, really interesting!! You must be feeling squished with Sans and me on either side of you!!