Night Shift

Hi @Faith-and-Hope

I love that term "backwashitis" - I have been having that since I saw my psychologist last week - and feel better after a good sleep after I finally did sleep -

So we have a Forum Dictionary - I love words and inventing new one - I so get that one - it reminds me of a holiday at the beach we had once - and at low tide all the rock pools had life in them - but we had to watch the tide - it can sneak back in when we are looking at the ecosystem between tides - mental tides -

All have this has something to do with the moon - I believe

And Stress Hangovers - ah yes - this is what happens if you fail to notice the tide is coming in and you get caught in the surf - a strange mixure of water, sand and air and "wherethehellismysurfboard" reaction.

So many people are ignorant of this side of life - they don't even get on the psychic roller-coaster - what can they know?

But we do

I should be writing a book - well - I am actually - but that's fiction - but about the crazy world of the mentally battered - we know Not all Days are Coloured Pink and what would we learn if they were

Decadian

I really like reading and hearing everybody's rants or brief 'pop ins' on this thread. Maybe its what others get from facebook but i didnt have access to computers when all that started .. so didnt go on. Maybe I am just like other people after all.

I am waiting for my son to finish his shower and we are going out for a movie. Typical mum thing, last minute, he said he hadnt had one, so I wait... again. At least its not lonely waiting any more.

lol... @Mazarita I am not advocating being norty or leading you up the garden path .. lol .. .. just expressing myself.

Yes @Decadian Mostly we do have knowledge of what we need to do ..

He is gorgeous .. he said sorry ..

Bye all.

Hi All,

Im going to sleep for a little while and reading my book first......Ruth Rendell.....Good reading you all.

PPxx

Hi all,

Bit of a hard day here. Very disturbing dream plunged me into a sudden depression for some time earlier on, which has colored the whole day really. Bit of 'backwashitis' going on from the psychologist appointment yesterday I think, and from the relative intensity of the past week (by my standards). Saw the psychiatrist this afternoon and that went okay. Considering the long deep depression I was in for years, he thinks I am now doing very well. He encouraged me to keep taking it 'slow and steady' in my forward progress, something I agree with wholeheartedly.

After that appointment, went and visited a friend. Was very tired there so came home early, watched a Star Trek: Next Gen on telly, and then crashed into bed for 90 minutes. Just woke up not long ago. Feeling a bit better now. Giving myself tomorrow off to do anything at all that I want, or not, before starting the round of activities and appointments for next week.

Haven't caught up with everyone's posts but hoping the evening has been treating you well.

@Mazarita

Dreams can do that - I wake up trying to catch the tail of my dream and it has turned into either a fabulous bird that has flown or a chunk of lead that I do not need

How I wish I could remember the fantastic dreams and how I wish I could forget the baddies

So - @Mazarita - you watched yesterday's ep of Star Trek - oh wow - who was the real Data? - I hope I don't dream "will the real Decadian please stand up"

Actually - I was feeling drowsy and had recorded the episode - luckily - because I watched it twice - wondering myself how we know who we are at times -

I had better watch it this afternoon - I was intrigued

How are you feeling now?

Decadian

Hi folks. Anyone around?

Hi @plasmo what have you been up to today/tonight?