Night Shift

Oh no @Shaz51, it must be so hard for him, i am sure he will manage to get them all done, if not their is always next week 🙂

i am trying, but i have no energy to do anything, i have been sleeping all day to make the day go quicker. i just wish my whole life would go quicker, i know i shouldnot focus on others and i know everyone has problems, but they have some sort of life, i have nothing. i know i am trying so hard to distract, but the voices in my head are so loud.

Thank you @Shaz51, you are such a kind and caring person.

Jacques

Hi @Jacques

I ended up sleeping more today than I have for a while.

I chatted to the electrician and it came out he had been adopted and in homes. I was just exhausted by the end of it.

Hi @Shaz51

there are so many little things to manage constantly.

In some ways I am lucky. Unlike your hub, I learned very long ago ... not to sweat the small stuff.

But thinking of @PeppiPatty atm ...she must be sweating a helluvalot.

cheers Apple

Hi @Appleblossom, my friend.

i am so glad you managed some rest, you have been so busy, i hope you got some quality sleep.

hope you are well, sorry my mind has gone blank.

take care

jacques

oh @Jacques Lovely to hear from you.

I tell old people worried about alzheimers that I had mental blanks since I was a child and I am actually getting better with age.

Hi @Jacques, some people might disagree, but I think that sleep can be the best medicine in some states of high distress. I think good on you for finding some relief that way. Just wanted to let you know that I am here listening too while you are going through this especially difficult day.

Thank you @Appleblossom, my hubby just can`t get over the small stuff , finds it so hard

Sleep my @Jacques , we are with you , and i will be thinking of you and holding your hand

how are you @PeppiPatty, is it cooler today , it is raining here, but still hot

I agree @Mazarita, and how are you today

Hi @Shaz51, thanks for asking. The day has been a bit up and down, as is often the case with me. Had a headache all day but pain relief has helped with that. Feeling tired all day too, other whinges, bla bla. But the main good news is that I went to a ukelele class with my support worker this morning. It was enjoyable to play music with a small group. The place where the classes are held is also a meditation and yoga centre and clearly tends to attract nice gentle people. One of the highlights was when the old cat who lives there came into the centre of our circle while we were mid-strum and sat herself just near my feet where I could pat her. I like cats. Hope your day has had some good times too.

that is great @Mazarita and i hope you feel better tomorrow .

yes, thank you @Mazarita, it was nice to hear the rain and sit down and relax watching tv was good