I’ve really been missing our connection , me tooo @Teej 
well went to the kidney specialist and the kidney is stable at 24% and I don`t meet the Criteria yet according to the blood test for any new medication at the moment
and the Gp appt is that I have osteoarthritis and have started Osteo Painkillers but i don`t think my kidney likes them
My cousin died this week aged 52 from cancer and she had become soo bitter and has hurt her family soo much
Have to have xrays next for me and seeing the blood specialist soon
going to have 2 weeks holiday from work , Mr shaz is worried and anxious already as we are going to visit S2 abd S3 , S3 is having relationship problems and we don`t know weather to go and visit
this week has been sooo hard that I think I am having a break down soon , Mr shaz said yesterday that we both need a holiday now -- one week to go but half of me wants to have a break somewhere peaceful -- arrrggg
I don`t think mr shaz will be able to cope but the visiting but i have said that if it gets too much we can go somewhere else
my SIL has invited us to stay at there place which is 3 hours away from where S3 lives
sending you all hugs @Kurra, @Faith-and-Hope. @Former-Member, @Sans911, @PeppiPatty, @Appleblossom, @Mazarita, @utopia, @Jacques 
