Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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BUBBLES WORLD :)
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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I dont know if i cant do this.
I cant any of this anymore
SI is really right now
Iv started drinking
Everything is just to hard
I cant do it
I cant any of this anymore
SI is really right now
Iv started drinking
Everything is just to hard
I cant do it
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CatcakesSenior Contributor
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Hi @Bubbles3,
I don’t have any answers for you but I can keep you company ❤️
I don’t have any answers for you but I can keep you company ❤️
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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@Bubbles3 .... 😔💕
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QueenieSenior Contributor
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Is Mark still present for you @Bubbles3? I know you've had some pretty upsetting experiences of late which could have triggered off his presence again.
I went to the shops today after the date with my Dad came and went. I began to hear voices quite badly, so I hightailed it out of the shopping centre. I was well and truly not in a good place. I implemented some of my known strategies. I was alone, so I constantly texted home for grounding purposes. I also did put some music on and focussed on that.
Long story short, I think @Faith-and-Hope has the right idea to break this down into smaller more manageable steps. Yes, there is a chance you are going to be triggered, but imagine the relief you'll feel when you find yourself prepared and this all behind you.
Walking beside you Bubbles3.
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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Thanks @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @catcackes @Queenie for your help
Iv had to stay of the forum for a while because im so upset and angry. Mark is back.
Iv just had my hubby having a go at me about everything for the last 4 and half hours. I can never seem to get anything right. I always fk thing up.
I dont want to be here anymore.
I cant deal with this shit anymore
Everybody in my family hates me.
Why cant thing just be good for a little while. Im only asking for a little while. Is that to much to ask for.
Im dieing inside and there no one to help me. Im becoming empty and hollow.
Im stuck in this world with no where to go. I cant escape from it. I will be like this for the rest of my life.
No body gives me a chance to prove to myself that i can be better. They just put me down straiggt away as soon as i do something wrong.
They dont look at all the good things that i do.
I just cant be here doing this anymore
I just cant.............
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Iv had to stay of the forum for a while because im so upset and angry. Mark is back.
Iv just had my hubby having a go at me about everything for the last 4 and half hours. I can never seem to get anything right. I always fk thing up.
I dont want to be here anymore.
I cant deal with this shit anymore
Everybody in my family hates me.
Why cant thing just be good for a little while. Im only asking for a little while. Is that to much to ask for.
Im dieing inside and there no one to help me. Im becoming empty and hollow.
Im stuck in this world with no where to go. I cant escape from it. I will be like this for the rest of my life.
No body gives me a chance to prove to myself that i can be better. They just put me down straiggt away as soon as i do something wrong.
They dont look at all the good things that i do.
I just cant be here doing this anymore
I just cant.............
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.............
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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@Catcakes ^^^^^^^
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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We see you @Bubbles3 .....
Sitting with you, walking with you, just with you ......
Focus on the good days Hon, and just breathe your way through the bad days.
Have you bought the grout for your mosaics yet ? That might be a good distraction for you. I am looking forward to seeing them finished.
Are you keeping up your antipsychotics ?
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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Another day
Full of hatred. Anger.emptiness., loneliness
@Faith-and-Hope keeping on top of meds now. But have missed a few days. I cant buy grout coz hubby will get p*ssed of with me.
Still feelinv SI
I go the see the psychologist again today to sort out paper work for the court case. And i see the doc just before that at 11.
Got to take rusty to vet to get micro chipped at 9.20.
Busy morning but i dont have the energy to do it all.
Im tired of hubby putting me down. Its so draining. I cant stand it anymore. There no where in the house i can can go unless i go in my room but the he will use that against me to. Nothing i do is right. What the point of being here.
There is no point
Full of hatred. Anger.emptiness., loneliness
@Faith-and-Hope keeping on top of meds now. But have missed a few days. I cant buy grout coz hubby will get p*ssed of with me.
Still feelinv SI
I go the see the psychologist again today to sort out paper work for the court case. And i see the doc just before that at 11.
Got to take rusty to vet to get micro chipped at 9.20.
Busy morning but i dont have the energy to do it all.
Im tired of hubby putting me down. Its so draining. I cant stand it anymore. There no where in the house i can can go unless i go in my room but the he will use that against me to. Nothing i do is right. What the point of being here.
There is no point
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Unknown userMember
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Hello @Bubbles3
There is a lot going on for you at the moment and you are trying your best to reach out by continuing to get support from your psychologist as Mark is back, try to look after yourself at the moment so you can get through this stressful and difficult time.
Today - just take each hour by hour and ticking off your tasks for the day okay that wil help things seem less overhwelming, and then try to have a rest when you get home alright.
Lunar
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Well done on getting all the paperwork seen to @Bubbles3 .... ✔️
Just keep swimming Hon ..... you’ll get there.
Hi @Former-Member 👋
Just keep swimming Hon ..... you’ll get there.
Hi @Former-Member 👋
