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I'm struggling a littel, I did something out of my comfort zone and I think this is just part of my cycle 🙂 But I'll get through it - I always do 🙂
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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I'm struggling a littel, , sorry to hear that @Former-Member, are you ok , would you like to talk xx
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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thats not good @Former-Member im sure you will get through it like @Shaz51 said we are here if you need to talk
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Unknown userMember
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Thank-you @Shaz51, @Bubbles3
Love to you both
I'm fine, just my brain trying to balance up I think. Typing's a bit annoying, can't seem to hit the right keys atm. Bit sad, no reason - electro-chemical stuff. I'm going to watch some Star Trej now 😄
Niqua
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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so now im going down hill
what im i going to do
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Hi @Bubbles3 Do you have a safety plan at all or a list of activities/things to do whenyou're feeling like this? I try make myself move a bit, make a cuppa, put some music on.. i used to do colouring in but havent for a while, online scrabble/puzzles etc. Anything like that help for you? or even playing a board game with the kids? I also wonder whether it might be helpful to stay on one thread more when you're reaching out for help, sometimes i get confused where we all are! 😄 and people will come to one place. but i know, or im guessing that there is a feeling of needing to be heard? you're not doing anything wrong by posting lots! Just wonder if it might be easier for people to respond in one place, hugs!
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain Hiding the tears that fall like rain. Saying I'm fine, when I'm anything but. This ache in my soul rips at my gut. My skin is on fire, I burn from within. The calm on my face is an ongoing sin. The world must stay out, I've built up a wall. My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall. Loneliness consumes me, it eats away the years Until my life is swallowed by unending fears. Waiting for someone to see I wear a mask And care enough to remove it, is that too much to ask?
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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Days of endless struggle More hopeful pills today Trying to appear 'normal' In some sort of way.
It seems that the struggle Is always here with me And I wouldn't be here now If guilt would leave me be
I know there's been many Who've had it worse than I But that doesn't always mean That I wouldn't say good-bye
People say I have a lot going for me I'm sorry, but I just can't see I can't see because my worst enemy Is not my life, but inside of me.
Always on a roller coaster, Not much consistency I'm nothing if I'm not up or down I'm nothing if just 'me.'
Very little energy Wanting to stay in bed Wishing to be enthusiastic Instead of feeling like I'm made of lead.
Wanting to be excited Wanting to care for more But when nothing makes sense It's hard to focus on the poor.
Cluttered mind, cluttered thinking It's hard to keep in touch With what is happening around me And not to worry too much.
I feel that everybody is better than me And that I can't do anything right. This is how I've felt my whole dang life It didn't just start last night.
No confidence, no self-esteem Everybody else is right To speak my mind is to be a fool So I just try to 'sit tight.'
Any one of these problems Would be a heavy vice But when you have them ALL Living seems like a roll of the dice.
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness
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