Taking the plunge

@TAB 😴😴😴😾😾😾

@CheerBear , it's good to see you 🙂 I'm sorry things have been tough...hope they are looking up now....

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@Maggie wrote:

@NatureLover Thankyou for you caring thoughts. The forums are very lucky to have you. I hope today is good to you. 💕💕💕

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Thank you so much for your kind words, dear @Maggie . The forums are very lucky to have *you*. I hope it goes OK with your student today...thinking of you

Hugs @Maggie @CheerBear @NatureLover

@Emelia8

@Bunniekins Hope your visit with your daughter goes well.

I dont see my daughter and it is a very big grief for me. I take some consolation in that she is working very hard to put protocols in place for the Covid pandemic. She is a wonderful woman. Just sad that my family tragedies cause more fragmentation.

@TABHaving that water bottle close at hand is the way to go.

@Appleblossom I am so sorry that you do not see your daughter. That is very sad indeed :(. Really dont know what to say except I feel your pain and wish I could make it go away Apple I really do. Love peaxxx

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@Appleblossom wrote:

I dont see my daughter and it is a very big grief for me.

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I am also sad to hear this @Appleblossom 😞

yes lots more water needed and less of other things @Appleblossom

@Appleblossom I also hear how hard it is to not see your daughter. I’m sure she is a wonderful person. Sending you a hug Apple. 💚💚💚💚

Thank you "Taking the Plunge thread"

@Maggie @Bunniekins @NatureLover

for hearing me and not jumping straight to fault finding and judgment.

Its a long convoluted story, but really I have not had much time alone with her, without others playing power games in our presence. She was 16 months younger than the older girl, so almost like juggling twin set up. My mothering was constantly evaluated and compared, and in a weird way she got less than the older one and has her own hurts. She has not lived with me since she was 14. It is what it is. It was her birthday last week so that has become another anniversary, in a weird way, as I am afraid to contact her but sent 2 gentle emails that I do not even know that she is receiving. Walls abound. It also upsets son and is triggering for him. What to Do??

Good thing was son phoned back to reassure me and is going for an early night which is good.

Bye for now

Stay Safe

@Appleblossom 🌹☀💕🍃

Emelia

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@Appleblossom wrote:

Thank you "Taking the Plunge thread"

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for hearing me and not jumping straight to fault finding and judgment.

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I am sad you even thought that might have been a possibility, @Appleblossom 😞

I am so sorry you feel afraid to contact your daughter...well done for sending emails... Sending you gentle hugs