Taking the plunge

@CheerBear I’m hoping you leave the fundraiser, but I understand if you go.

Magic stuff with the crew sounds like a nice time together.

My yesterday was ‘ exhaustion ‘ hit. AGAIN Very little got done here.

I’m feeling very much like the skittles in a bowling ally atm. Every time I get up, there’s another ball( or two ) Heading 100 mph in my direction. Those ally’s leave nowhere to run. Perfect aim.

It’s not new territory for me, frustrating, as I hoped to be further along the ‘ journey’ by now. Hard not to feel disappointed in myself, regardless of circumstances.

I replied but think I've either lost a post or posted somewhere I didn't mean to @Maggie. Hmmm. Did you get a tag notification?

@Former-Member any chance my post has been pulled (accidentally or not)?

@CheerBear Your post has disappeared.????? Oh no, one of those days already.

I’ll try to remember bits. A bit extreme, was a familiar feeling. Sometimes ( for me ), when things eventually catch up, I can be surprised by the ‘ extreme ness, and the reality mixed in and around. I think I try to’overlook’ the obvious, hoping it will leave of its own accord. Of course it never does. I can also get overwhelmed by my own overwhelmed.

Pushing through comes with a cost, but often there is no other way. Independent streaks can be tricky, but when there’s never been any ‘ dependables’ In life, where’s the choice.

My day will be quiet. Kind of friend will come, so I’ll hunt out some super thick masks. Non were available yesterday, so there’s improvement today. Thankful for small mercies.

No, that post is here @marchhare . It was just before my last post?????

Looks like a gobble gobble day @CheerBear

It’s easier to find a mask with kind of friend @CheerBear She doesn’t get it, or doesn’t want to. That being said, I rarely, tried once, tell her how I am. She’s not interested. I’m ok with that, I have to be. It will only be for a few hrs, I can do that, then collapse.

I painted a few stones yesterday. I brought my paints, under the rock I was going to stay under forever, just in case. I needed colour, other than black. 💜💜💜💜💜

I definitely saw it @CheerBear . When I went to reply, the screen went reddish and told me I wasn’t allowed there. Now I’m thinking I made it disappear. Yep, it’s one of THOSE days already. Where’s my rock. 🥴🥴🥴

I saw that post too @CheerBear , and nothing there that would warrant amendment. I would copy and paste from my notifications, but unfortunately have since deleted it. Not your imagination. 😀

Hi @Maggie