Taking the plunge

@CheerBear Not adjusting to daylight saving, or that’s my excuse anyway.

Hiw are you today?😁

Awake all night @CheerBear as usual, but heavy headed. Grizzly here again😁😁👍👍

Watched some tv. Meeting kind of friend later this morning, her dog is getting a tooth removed ( ouch ) but will feel better when it’s gone. ( the dog ).

Any plans for today?

Bummer with awake again all night and with the grizzly @Maggie. It seems that bear might be enjoying their travels across the Strait 😉:face_with_rolling_eyes:

How did the dog haircut go yesterday? Same kind of friend with dog with a sore tooth?

I have a blank day on the calendar today, though it's set for house inspection cleaning which is next week. I go a bit bananas with house inspections. Something about how fragile housing actually is and how much power real estates and property owners have over people will do that 😏 Tipping you know a bit about that feeling. It's too wet for doing the garden so I might tackle my room, the laundry and bathroom today I think.

Being awake all night is just my weird kind of normal, @CheerBear Hummm, might get rid of the honey. 😁😁😁

The haircut was tricky. Wriggly puppy. An audience was nerve wracking. But looks ok ish for an beginner.

No no tooth is kind of friend, haircut was another resident here.

Yes to the housing inspection bringing on banana brain fuzzy. The power thing seems to be everywhere, I don’t know if it’s just me, but everyone seems to be in on it. Kindness and caring are becoming extinct. 🙃🙃

Hope the cleaning goes ok today.

I was thinking about failure in the middle of the night. Just for some light entertainment. 😁😁😁 What actually is failure and who’s the judge.?

@CheerBear Big smile reading ‘ it’s still and quiet now, nothing to distract you, peaceful feeling.....let’s throw allll the big dark twisty. Yey for long dwelling nights full of thinking and more thinking. 🙃🙃🙃

I got stuck on the freedom @CheerBear. I agree failure gets planted in early years and reinforced. But last night I was trying to get to the roots of failure. We can’t see the future, something I’m grateful for, so if the choices we make don’t end up how we expected, is that failure? Just giving things a go has to be successful to some extent, how else do we learn? I’m looking at my present situation. I came with hope and as much information as I was offered. But not all the information was honest. And reality well, sucks. Unfortunately though, I get the short straw and failure label. Plus, you SHOULD know better by now. Plus closed doors.

Freedom....spent lots of time there. No conclusion.

What in the lunch boxes. 🥰🥰🥰☕️☕️☕️🙃🙃

@CheerBear I forgot to add this.

I think we have the right to change our housing, and other things in our lives. If I was taken seriously 12 mths ago, after I looked at my finances, and responded with, this is not working how I expected. I was being responsible and it wasn’t a failure back then, just a hiccup.

What turned it into a failure was nothing being available for me, no one taking my situation seriously, and a broken system failing me, but making me look like the failure, not the system. But I’m still waiting, unheard. So many unheard tragic stories. Sad society we live in.

Sorry, getting carried away.

@CheerBear Hope you choose boots over skip. ❤️❤️❤️