Taking the plunge

Thanks @Former-Member , yes no more fines for things like that. First one I've had in a long time.

Please do not do anything hasty @Former-Member . Nobody is allocating any blame to anyone, and certainly not to you. You are not to blame for the ills in your life.

You know its not always going to be this hard. Ending things would only leave others in a great deal of distress. Would you do that to your daughter? No .. of course you wouldnt. You love her too much ... thats very clear from all that you have said about your daughter here.

We need to concentrate on getting well @Former-Member .. We have to concentrate on getting through each day, in the expectation that tomorrow will shine a little brighter and become a little less difficult.

Yes @Gazza75 it was a wonderful set up. And the dam itself was great to swim in too. Although we did have a few red-belly black snakes who also liked a bit of a swim. And the occasional leech. urgh.

Sherry

I cant stay any longer @Former-Member , but will check back in a little later. I have some things I need to do here. Hopefully the Chat line is now available to you, and that you gain some comfort and perspective from that. Please stay safe.

@Former-Member

@Former-Member, I was thinking of leeches when I read your reply. I have big ones at my place compared to the ones I'm used to on the coast. They pack some punch in the bush. I feel very luck to have some really nice waterholes on my place, due to floods I actually have bigger and better ones now than when I purchased. One has riversand all over it now and its like a little beach. 🙂

Sorry to be a bother

I so much want to die

@Former-Member/ @Former-Member , can you help @Former-Member with the Sane chat?

@Former-Member, I have to go in a few minutes myself. I'll try and check in later tonight if you are still around. Please take care of yourself. We are all with you in spirit and want you to get through this diffucult time.

Hugs @Former-Member , think about your daugher and what that would do to her. Try not to think that way.

Hi @Former-Member
If you are feeling unable to keep yourself safe it is really important to tell someone. I really encourage you to reach out to one of the services below or to one of your usual supports. I have also sent you another email.

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

@Former-Member, have you used the chat before? Are you using a phone or computer? Maybe you can try a different web browser if you can? I'm only guessing, i've never tried the chat line here.