Taking the plunge

@Former-Member I've been dealing with anger in myself lately. As for your sadness being negative and going backwards, I disagree. You are just the same as every other person here on Sane. We are all here with and for you @Former-Member as you have always been there with and for us. You are a good kind person also, hard to see in ourselves, easy to see in others.💛💛💜💜

@Former-Member Waiting is so hard, both for yourself and D. I so know what it feels like wanting to give up. I go on for Furbaby, she's fragile and needs me as much as I need her. You go on for D, she needs you,,you need her.

Bumping into family/friends is hard, triggers everywhere. You have friends here @Former-Member.

Im also waiting for specialist app. Broken nose still. Breathing gets hard at times and constant headaches, I think related to sinus because of the break.

Everything moves so slowly down here in tassie and gets frustrating. Just another thing to try and cope with.

We had a white frost this morning, very cold. Sun is out now but some grey clouds forming out there.

Gosh! Your nose @Maggie
Are you on waiting list to have it fixed?
I just re read that you are waiting for appointment for specialist. Hopefully once you’ve seen them, they’ll fix it quick.
Is Furbaby improving?
I hope it’s a quick recovery for her.
Sad to see them suffer. 💜

I feel so vulnerable and fragile. Another reason I don’t come on the forums lately. It’s so easy to feel rejected on here, when feeling fragile.

Thanks for keeping in touch. 💜🌼🌻💐🌺

@Former-Member I forgot to mention the anger. I'm talking to my counsellor a lot about it. I write about it, scream about it into a pillow. Swear, words I never thought would come out of my mouth. But @Former-Member i growl, clench my fists and growl. I think I just can't put words around what I'm feeling. I cry. And I'm scared of what's happening in me. My counsellor on the other hand is not. She sees it as healthy, progress.

I know @Former-Member I go into that dark place, it's scary. It feels like no one cares or ever could care. I understand the rejection feelings also. I do it all the time. Maybe we all do it, I'm not sure.

Furbaby is doing really well, but it knocked me around really badly. It only takes something that looks small to really be hard to deal with. Others might not find it that hard, and I compare myself.