Taking the plunge

@Former-Member Hi Sherry thanks for tagging me as I love @Maggie ... she is a lovely lady and I am very sorry that she is doing poorly atm. If there is anything greenpea can do to make you smile just let me know and I will try. 🙂

@Maggie

thank you for tagging me @Former-Member xx

@Former-Member@Shaz51@Faith-and-Hope@Bunniekins Hi and Thankyou for your hi. I'm going to hang out on lighter threads for a while, hope to bump in to you all there.🐾💕💜💛💗

Hi @Maggie been thinking about you alot lately - hope you are doing ok-ish

@Zoe7 Thanks for the thoughts, very much appreciated. I'm back in hell, definately not okish. Hard to form a sentence sometimes, I think you will get that. I have no idea how you are, but sincerely hope you are okish. So many questions @Zoe7..

No need to form a sentence with me @Maggie - I do get it I have been better but more concerned for you atm. Here for you any time Hon - know how very hard it is to ask for support - especially when the world seems to be closing in on you - so in those times I can sit with you in the darkness and we can be alone but together

Harder still when you feel you don't deserve support @Zoe7. Would love you to sit in the dark silence, no one better to share it with. I'm putting your song onto my iPhone, trying at least, then some musicians will volunteer and hopefully someday I can share the finished product with you. So you see, I've been thinking of you too.

Funny you should mention the song @Maggie - I started putting it to music a while back but found I didn't have 'the music in me' to continue - maybe it is time I tried again

You see Maggie - I have never forgotten that you showed me that song and I did say I would see what I could do with it - just haven't been up to it of late - you know how that is

I know that not deserving feeling - it doesn't matter how much 'people' say they care - if we don't care about ourselves then we can't see why others would either - but for what it's worth - I care about you. You have been 'with me' through a lot and encouraged me even when in the background - and understood without words - and that means the most

Yes @Zoe7 I hear people talk of a low self image and wish I had even that. But when there's no self image, the going is unbelievably rough. Thank you for the CARE, I know it's real which means the world. I must apologise to you for something I think I did unintentionally. Caused you to think I might be in the background in a creepy way. I know I laughted it off, but I caused you to have the thought and I am sorry. That's why I haven't visited in a while. But, if I get some courage to visit, I promise to wear my hob nailed boots and whistle Dixie.🎶🎶🎶 very very loud.!!!!!