Connect with people who understand what you are going through, seek advice and surround yourself with support. We're free, anonymous, and professionally moderated 24/7.

47,612Members
1,358,869Posts
1,400,000Visitors

the longest wait while being petrified

outlanderSenior Contributor21 Sept 2017, 10:09 pm AEST

the longest wait while being petrified

So on wednesday I went to see my gp about a skin spot I was finding to be quite suspicious and the news turned out to be not what I expected.
They want the spot surgically removed urgently as in tuesday unless others cancel and i can get in earlier. They want the whole thing and as it looks like its spreading already they want more than just the top taken off then if it comes back malignanat more tests to see how far its spread then removed those areas

the worrying part is i dont know how long its been there for and because ive noticed it change twice its a very bad sign. Unintentionally coming off her was fear. Fear from others makes me worse and she was sending off alot of that. She pointed out 2 other points that she noticed that are really not good and are often seen in skin cancers.

Im so scared and it seems like tuesday is taking forever to get here. Its really not easy to sit with and accept. Im bloody pertrified!

@Former-Member

655 replies

241 - 250 of 655

1...24 25 26...66

In response to: the longest wait while being petrified

Unknown userMember03 Oct 2017, 7:28 pm AEDT

Re: the longest wait while being petrified

@outlanderyou went by yourself last time and you got through it as best as YOU could and you will do it again. Will it help if I promisse to go tomorrow and then you will go Thursday??

In response to: the longest wait while being petrified

Sans911Senior Contributor03 Oct 2017, 7:31 pm AEDT

Re: the longest wait while being petrified

@outlander well done. I'm glad your mum helped.

In response to: the longest wait while being petrified

outlanderSenior Contributor03 Oct 2017, 7:37 pm AEDT

Re: the longest wait while being petrified

I have to go @Former-Member i dont want the worse to happen. I just want this over and done with.

I cant see my mother as a nurse! She friggin hurts! I swear she just ripped it off. Pity it didnt help the itch @Sans911
I can reach ot myself but i couldnt tell if it was infected. Ill check it again in the morning and hope its ok .
My mother of all things is now working on thursday and friday! Ffs it now means i have to organise more babysitter!

In response to: the longest wait while being petrified

Unknown userMember03 Oct 2017, 7:40 pm AEDT

Re: the longest wait while being petrified

@outlander I understand you 100% biggest hugz 🙂
Thanku for trusting me, it means the world to me!!!
I have a lesion on my back at the moment & the straps on my tank top are rubbing on it. I went off line before to try & stop all the rubbing & I made things worse for myself duh?
I need to take my own advise, & stop rubbing the wound. Now you can yell at me if you like?
I covered the wound after I had to drown it in Betadine. haha will we ever learn hey? 🙂
It takes one to know one! XO

In response to: the longest wait while being petrified

outlanderSenior Contributor03 Oct 2017, 7:43 pm AEDT

Re: the longest wait while being petrified

My sutures are under my bra shoulder straps too @Former-Member its bloody annoying. I dont yell often and this isnt enough to yell at you Bella. I know you know so its fine.
Xoxo

In response to: the longest wait while being petrified

Shaz51Senior Contributor03 Oct 2017, 7:44 pm AEDT

Re: the longest wait while being petrified

you can do this @outlander, i am with you my awesome friend xoxo

In response to: the longest wait while being petrified

outlanderSenior Contributor03 Oct 2017, 7:45 pm AEDT

Re: the longest wait while being petrified

Thanks @Shaz51 ❤❤

In response to: Re: the longest wait while being petrified

Unknown userMember03 Oct 2017, 7:47 pm AEDT

Re: the longest wait while being petrified

Serious @outlander under your bra staps 😞 oh how horrid, & from the pit of hell, & I should know, sheesh!! XXOO

In response to: the longest wait while being petrified

outlanderSenior Contributor03 Oct 2017, 7:53 pm AEDT

Re: the longest wait while being petrified

Yup @Former-Member the bad thing is when they take more out that spot is still going to me super tender and its foing to extend across ways which means its going to rub there as well. I hope not too much larger though as ive already had a heap taken out with 8 sutures with this lot so im hoping it wont be too much wider but id rather than take too much then not enough.
Good thing though is i dont have to bare all 😉 i can wear a singlet and roll it down and just unclip the straps not fully have to strip off

In response to: Re: the longest wait while being petrified

Unknown userMember03 Oct 2017, 8:03 pm AEDT

Re: the longest wait while being petrified

@outlander that is a plus 4 sure not having to bare your boobs awwa! Blushing now, not hahar 😛
There isn't much I haven't bared after the spinal op last September 2016 I was numb with embarrassment but only choice was no op & no move ever again. Just talk, breathe & eat, is worse than nightmare on Elm Str movie, yes?
Things we choose to do to get healed, hey? 😞

241 - 250 of 655

1...24 25 26...66