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RE: Darkness surrounds me
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@outlanderthat is a beautiful quote
How are you going tonight btw? I know you have been helping me but I care about you too hun 
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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We must think alike cause i was just going to ask you the same thing @Former-Member i am hiding from my feelings atm. I still feel really awkward here and i felt the tension rise within earlier on with someone.
And i know you care ❤
And i know you care ❤
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@outlanderI am going ok, hiding a bit too I think. I just look at it like trying to keep those dam walls closed as tight as possible.
I know what the psych is going to suggest on Monday, but I really don't want to go down that path.
But I do need to do something about the SH, SI and the plans. I know myself it is not good thinking, but it's like I cannot control my brain, and that scares the crap out of me. I know what I want to do now, and am trying to stop myself.
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sorry hun, that was probably too much, I don;t want to put it onto you
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Keep being scared @Former-Member cause when you stop its even more dangerous. I am not scared of death that much anymore. I use to be but im not now.
Please just keep yourself safe and when you see your psych. Let the dam walls go. Rant rave scream talk fast whatever. Just release it out.
I know what his suggestion will be but we all want you safe ❤❤❤
Please just keep yourself safe and when you see your psych. Let the dam walls go. Rant rave scream talk fast whatever. Just release it out.
I know what his suggestion will be but we all want you safe ❤❤❤
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member stop apologising!
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Are you alright @Former-Member
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@outlanderthe only thing I am scared of is putting my pain onto the hubby and kids, that is all.
I don't care anymore what happens to me, I have already given up on myself, to much guilt for me to handle. I seem to use all my energy on stopping myself and that it.
And I will keep saying sorry, b/c I hate that I write this stuff on here and put my burden onto others.
I think I might just shut up now.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I told you i would help you get through these nights and i will.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I know @Former-Member i get it. I really do get it ok. Even if you get nothing else out if this except that i get it and others here get it and your not alone that is enough.
Nell you are enough, i know you dont think so but you will get though this. You have gotten through alot already. I know that guilt card on your family makes you feel worse but you are important too. You need to do this for yourself more than anyone else. There is a better world out there, and its there waiting for you, you just have to wade through the shit first. Youve caught glimpses of what you really can do when you set your mind to it. You got through xmas and hosted it, you and your family went to the fair and tou enjoyed it. There is hope out there and i know it is hard but you dont have to go it alone. Ever. You have offline and you have on here 💜💙💜
Nell you are enough, i know you dont think so but you will get though this. You have gotten through alot already. I know that guilt card on your family makes you feel worse but you are important too. You need to do this for yourself more than anyone else. There is a better world out there, and its there waiting for you, you just have to wade through the shit first. Youve caught glimpses of what you really can do when you set your mind to it. You got through xmas and hosted it, you and your family went to the fair and tou enjoyed it. There is hope out there and i know it is hard but you dont have to go it alone. Ever. You have offline and you have on here 💜💙💜
