RE: Darkness surrounds me

@Faith-and-Hope Hahahahaha! Thanks Faith-and-Hope 😄

@Former-Member Willbe thinking of you if that is any help ...

hmmm im not sure @Bunniekins usually i go to my auntys place which has around 40 people there depending on who turns up and if her kids bring friends and dates and families have their kids (divorce type arrangements witht he kids)

i hate going. the last time i went to one i ended up on a khl chat at the same time and also got thrown in the pool

@outlander How awful ... don't know what to say ... can you get out of it?

no not really unless im sick- physically sick like a virus or migraine or something visible otherwise it again shows im the bi**ch of the family @Bunniekins@Former-Member then i get the thousand questions ill make sure i have credit on my phone. i had to keep going to the bathroom quite a lot not to go but to get a way from it all i wonder what people were thinking.

i can swim but have had a bad experince - a near drowning when i was younger due to trying to save my cousin who couldnt swim and as you knwo in a panic you grab anything and it was me. dont worry they threw mr in and the person that threw me in walked past and i dragged them im- in the deep end of course.

its the one day i hope im sick tbh. i really dont want to go. about 2 years ago there was around 80 people. there was family ive never even met, friends of each kid, all the kids, and everyone but the bloody kitchen sink i swear!

@outlander like NellBell I will be thinking of you too Outlander hoping for a natural disaster which would put paid to any celebrations 😄

haha lol @Bunniekins im sure things will work out. will bring my headphones and plenty of credit on my phone for sure!