RE: Darkness surrounds me

@outlander Thanks outlander ... what if she doesn't come back? I miss our girl being here. I am crying and that is hard for me because of all these wretched mood stabilizers which turn me into a zombie. I just need her to get better xxx

@Former-Member we love you too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NellBell is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am very glad you did tbh @Former-Member cause if we didnt hear from you for a few days without knowing youd been to the psych then it wouldve been much worse

i am glad your home safe though

love and hugs as many as i cna fit through the screen

I never wanted to cause anyone distress, I am sorry if I have done that. It makes me feel terrible that I put you through that.

My meds were changed, assessment done, was checked out at the hospital for numerous things I have done and some tests taken which I won’t find out the results for a few days yet.

See him again (pdoc) on Tuesday and psych on Wed.

Did it help what happened today, I don’t know. I know they were trying to help but I felt like a child getting told off. I did tell them I don’t feel this way by choice. Who would choose this anyway?

I slept a bit this evening so am awake of course now with too many thoughts swirling inside my head.

Thank you for all the supportive messages, I cried happy tears reading them. It was so much more support than people offer me irl.

Once again I am sort if I put anyone through any distress. I didn’t mean to 💜💜