RE: Darkness surrounds me

Lol not lok

@outlander - you have a new avatar?! Nice

Night @Shaz51


@Former-Member @outlander @Former-Member

I've been reading Maeve Binchy compilation while in hospital. I've just been MIA to ring my foster sister- she only knows I was in hospital overnight, not 3 days and a bit.

It's good to be back at the respite centre. The staff have been kind. And I'm in a different room, but the lady I shared with before has taken some of my food-grrr.

I love reading books. I have so many in boxes right now as I don't have enough bookcases. And every time I think about culling them, it's too hard. I like crime thrillers, psychological or suspense. Also romance but classics like Bronte. I have heaps of medical books including a reprinted copy if Grays Anatomy.

Yes @Sans911 it represents by close forum family 💜
Thanks @Former-Member 😘


Sorry im replying so slow. Feeling tired and sluggish. Didn't realise how the lack of oxygen episode has affected me. Ill still be around laying in bed witthyou both though so keep me posted but didn't want you ti think i was ignoring. Just tired and low ❤

I kive medical books too @Sans911 and many others. Im glad ur back at the respite centre but not happy about that lady. Rude imo.

@outlander my sweet, precious angel 😇. You have my favourite colours, so that makes me glad. And does it also symbolise the change in your environment too. Are you in a bedroom by yourself tonight?

Aww i love u @Sans911
They are my favorite colours too. No not yet over the next week or so itll all be set up.
Not particularly.it reminds me if my family here. Ill have it up on my way too framed or canvassed. No one will know its meaning but i do and itll remind me that my fourm family are sleeping with me

@Former-Member ditto my sweet lady 🐞. How can someone you know but don't know mean so much? I worry with my BPD about my reliance/dependence on these forums, and my attachments to certain people. It's not necessarily a bad thing, it's just I'll probably never get to meet any of you, and one day, you'll leave these forums when you are better and they no longer serve a purpose. I know too that's a way off, but it's still scary to me.

Good night @Former-Member

@outlander I saw on the other thread you were getting sleepy too.

Thanks so much for your support today. I believe you all kept me alive. I mean that. If I didn't have you here on the forums it would have been game over. Thank you is SO inadequate