RE: Darkness surrounds me

So sorry @Bubbles3 and @outlander that I had to disappear quickly. My son had an asthma attack that I couldn't manage at home with his medicine. Thanks @Faith-and-Hope for your concern too.

My hubby had my car so couldn't drive him anywhere, hence the ambulance. He is ok now.

Christ stress level is about a 20 out of 10 at the moment! Just need to breathe now.

Hey @Bunniekins, how did you go at your psychiatrist app?

geez @Former-Member im glad hes ok. im not surprised your stress level is sky high

Are you ok? I havent got to your thread yet

@outlander

@Former-Member Well! Dr Gorgeous was a bit unsure about my scribbles on my arm ... he said as long as they were positive ... he didnt like what I wrote last night on the forums and agreed with the moderators that it should have been taken off (I agree too).

He was happy with my progress with venturing out into the world and meeting rl people which I have been doing He was unsure about me spending time on here though as he wants me out and about.... eg: like stuck on a boat in the middle of the sea with a huge group of people socializing ... how horrendous! Can you imagine a more terrifying experience than that!

So sorry your son had an asthma attack, so frightening ... is he better now?

@Sans911sorry if I had you worried. I wrote it so quickly and thought afterwards that might not sound so good so thought I better specifiy why. He has had them before so not the first time but still bloody scary. How are you tonight? You said this morning you were a bit flat and of course sleep deprived.

@Bunniekinsoh hun you just made me laugh "Dr Gorgeous" Certainly wouldn't call my psych that!!

I am glad he was happy with you getting out and about. Sounds like it was a positive session.

Yes son is ok now, thanks

@Former-Member and you know NellBell he knows he is pretty cute too! but that's okay because we are about the same age so if he realizes that I find him attractive that's fine besides he is married with kids so that puts paid with that.

Strange thing is my last psychiatrist was very old and I found him attractive as well ... I find interesting people attractive not classicly goodlooking people necessarily but like Judy Davis the actress if I was a bloke I would really go for her.

@Former-Member Hmmm as for men ummmm ...............

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