Does some one want to talk to me

Hi @Bubbles3 .... 👋💕

Just wanted to give you some links to chat threads if you haven't found them already .... there is more "traffic" on these threads when you are looking for company .....

Anyone Feel Like Chatting ?

Night Shift

Good Morning

General Chit Chat

And have you met @Pepsimax ?

How are you going @Sammy16 ?

does anyone feel like chit chatting to me

im bored

I will catch with you @Bubbles3 - what would you like to chat about?

i dont know @Owlunar

i was just thinking , i wish my mental health wasnt here so i could be normal

i just want it to go away

i wish i didnt have it

i wish i didnt have the voices

tey drive me insane

That sounds terribly hard to live with @Bubbles3

I can really understand that you don't want this and wish it would go away

How long has all of this been happening? Did this start before you had children - maybe with the Baby Blues - or maybe the stress of having had three children so close together

It must really cramp your life and make it very hard do manage everything

Dec

nah this started when i was 12 years old from trumatic abuse @Owlunar

iv had to deal with it for a very long time so it been very hard. that been 20 years iv had to deal with it. its a long time

Wow - that is so rough - so hard to live with - 20 years - wow

I grew up on a police in a semi rural area - so long ago now - and there was a girl in my class at school who was abused and we all knew about it - no one knew what to do though.

Do you want to talk about it - it's okay if you don't

Dec

well theres not really much to say aboutit @Owlunar

i was brought in a very demestic voilent home up to the age of 12 and i was sexually abused from12 to 15 and then when i was 19 i had been seeing guy for 3 years and i found him dead in his bed.

i was alcholic for many years up until resently and i was a heavy drug user up until i met my hubby. so yeah thats a short summary of my life

Aw - sheesh - no wonder you have these MI problems

Finding the guy you were seeing dead in his bed had to have been horrific and after a violent life and abuse

Were you taken out of the home with violent abuse and put into foster care? I know that abuse can happen in foster care - which is really bad - luckily not all foster care homes are like that - but yes - the system was pretty broken years ago

I can't imagine what it's like to grow up with domestic violence but I did have emotional and psycholgical abuse from my mother - I resisted her though and that was hard

I can imagine that this was terrible and you had no hope - what could you know when you were so young?

It is something that I feel angry about - abuse of young children - and then - not so young children

Do you mind telling me how the guy you were seeing died?

Dec