Bubbles3Senior Contributor
Does some one want to talk to me
Um feeling so lonely. Really need someone to talk to
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Does some one want to talk to me
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Sans911Senior Contributor
Re: Does some one want to talk to me
@Bubbles3 I'm back online for a little while
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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wanna talk for a little while @Sans911
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Bubbles3 sure, apart from being bored, how are you? It's nice and sunny where I am, do I've gone for a walk bought the paper, had a coffee & peice of cake. I'm now writing in my journal. It's a good day for me today. One I rarely have, so I'm totally cherishing it. You're from WA as well, right?
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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im ok @Sans911
feeling a bit emontional today. want to get thing done for rent inspection tomorrow but leaving it up to my hubby. so i feel really bad about that.
yeah from WA here. nice and sunny too
im glad that your having a good day. you deserve it.
i write in my journal to. i write in it al 24/7
its whats gets me through my day.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Bubbles3 it's hard when your emotions are all over the place. Can you find some small job that's not to hard to do? It will keep your mind off things for a bit and give a sense of accomplishment. I just had my rental inspection a week ago. It's a bit stressful, isn't it? But we passed with flying colours. Got a 'pleasure to inspect' and written on the report, which is nice. I haven't even finished unpacking yet, so there's still a few boxes sitting around in the lounge and out the back to be sorted yet. Yes, I'm glad to be having a good day; my life recently has been pretty awful. I feel like I've lost almost everything. I can't even work right now; it's really frustrating. How is your gorgeous Gizmo today?
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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i have no motivation to do anything today @Sans911
i know everything will be alright coz the house is pretty clean anyway. its just the kids sh*t.
what has been going on for you (only if you want to talk about it)
i cant work either, i lost my job due to MH problems. just couldnt stick with it. im meant to be looking for work now though an agency but i really dont think i can work right now. its just to much right now.
gizmo is ok. he just had a fall before so his in a bit of pain. his wings are clipped so when he fall he lands on his belly. sometime it makes him bleed.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Bubbles3 Awww, poor Gizmo. I understand the lack of motivation. I'm generally high functioning with my MI, but I've struggled with getting much done at all in the last few months. I worse as a nurse for an agency, however, because I've been in hospital on so many occasions, they're worried about my capacity. Fair enough. I can probably go back to work in another month or so. I just restarted another antidepressant this week, so it should be working OK by that time. I live with a house mate, so we're both pretty clean, me a bit more than her, and I have a cat.
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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yeah the motivation is a hard thing @Sans911
iv just have an antipychotic med change and it has been really hard the last few week. like really hard. i have been crying every day. im so up and down. iv been sleeping better but just very emotional. i cant wait it kicks in properly and starts doing what its ment to do.
im not hearing the voices as much but they are still coming back but mark the worse one he is slowly going away. iv just been dealing with kelly ATM. lea isnt as bad either. so thats good. it must be slowly working. but its still feels like a long time..... just waiting
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Bubbles3 yes, it's hard waiting for the meds to kick in. But it dies seem like you've settled a bit even from a few days ago. Maybe set yourself one small goal each day; just something little. Even stuff like taking a shower,doing something fun with your kids. You need something to make your life a little easier, and bring a little bit of joy for you so that life is worth living.
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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its a bit hard @Sans911
like now
im feeling really depressed
i dont want to be here
my mood changes so quick
and now i dont want to be here
i just want to hide
from kids, hubby, from everyone
i hate this
this emotional sh*t
i f*cking hate it
i just cant do it anymore
