Hi @Owlunar, good to see you 💜 Rant on all you like 😀 Thanks for the encouragement: "wisdom in your post and your pics as usual are right on the ball" wow!
I'm glad you find strength in Biblical teaching too Dec. Its ancient writings that have stood the test of time. People forget that.
Yes, i did church, bible college, RE - sang in the choirs / bands / weddings. Played piano for church, and weddings... All while working full time, then I had children, and it all stopped 😞 lol.
We do have lots in common. Lasting treasures are the ones we can't see I guess (WHICH EXCLUDES ALL MY CLUTTER 😤 lol).
Sometimes the things our parents "drag" us to can work out for the best. Becoming "The Churchy One" - growingvinto it - making itcwork for you.. yep, you sure found the field with the treasure 👍. Mine came from being broken & seeking out God & found genuine spirit filled bible based believers.
Do you think I should start a summer-thread? Really? Summer is my sad time now. It would have to be upbeat with a Summer title. I'd wanna call it 'summer sadness' - lol. 💡I know, maybe I can call it 'Summer Survival' lol.
Youre not wrong about some red herring / a spanner in tve works of success. Whatever project I start, something bowls me over mid way, I fall on my face and feel shame. My hubby declared me one of those people who " just don't cope with life " that May be true, re MI, but only since I met him 👎 Some people are just pure poison. Anyway, life has its curveballs and my life energy is running very low these days, and my heart hurts. There's not much I care about since my girl died.
As for selling up: I'm locked into a 2/12 contract with the REAgent, so technicly I'm trying to selI up - till mid Dec, then who knows, think i need help to clear out but there isnt any such help to date. I have a feeling she's blaming that for no offers this last 2months, I think her boss had a ho at her, maybe.
DE-CLUTTERING 'AS YOU GO' ALONG is undoubtedly the best way to go. I have put a box in in each room now, to drop things for charity when it comes to me, 'as i ho so I've started doing just that. Trouble is for me - i got 20yrs to catch up on. AND, I keep buying stuff. Yesterday I brang home x3 outfits from the op shop 😞 No matter how much I tell myself they are better than anything I own, and so cheap $2:50 each (geans & a top) - its still not OK, not really, and the 'little buzz' i get from my 'little win' quickly wears off & I feel conflicted within again, hate myself.
Where you 'go away' to? - other than hospital? I like having things tidy before I go away too, nice to come back to.
Good advise reinforces Dec, to "store up the stuff that makes for a great spiritual life"
Thanks again my precious forum owlfriend💜. I'll be keeping the candle burning for you and for @soul this coming week, all the very best with it, you'll be fine 💓🌷💐💜
