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how to stave off feeling suicidal
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feel crap again
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Re: how to stave off feeling suicidal
i am over worrying aboutvwhat others think and feel... because i have been doing this for my whole life..
its gotten me nowhere
i mean it when i say i will end it all if nothing happens next year
its too late for anything to change.. so this is my last hope
my youth is gone and i wont get it back..
there is too much darkness i have to combat everyday and its a drag.. i will be alone forever and i turn 24 next week.. i dont want to turn 24..
i want to get into a graduate program because that will help with everything
self improvement bores me because i cant change... ive tried it all...
i dont see any worth in things and this is why i will end it if i dont get a graduate offer at the end of the year... its simple really
i know you probably dont want to hear it. but i dont care what people think anymore because thryv abandoned me already and i havent done anything..
ive screwed myself over and there is very little i can do to change it..