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Well I'm finally home (again).
4 hospital stays in 91 days. Wow. No wonder it feels so strange to be in my own house again. Adjusting will take time. Cooking for myself will take time.
My house is in the same condition in which I left it. A pigsty. So no one room has warmth and charm to lift my mood. Will have to slowly start cleaning up - one room at a time.
I did go and watch my son play soccer in the finals. I'd been so sick this year - thst it was the first game I had been to all year. His team lost. But they play again next week. So still stand a chance of playing the grand final.
My son is still living with my mum. Has been since the end of April. Hopefully he will see how much I've improved on my new anti depressants and anti anxiety meds. Then he may choose to come home soon.
Was up and doing the washing early this morning. But now reading a book in bed.
Am very bored. But have AA Meeting tomorrow night.
And I have my WorkCover IME (independent Medical Examination) - psych interview with a tough psychiatric on the 30th of this month. Think it could be on Wednesday. And then I have my much waited for Psychologist appointment. Can't see him when I'm in hospital (too far away).
So that's it for now. A new thread for a new beginning.
@Zoe7 @soul @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @Bast @oceangirl @outlander @Former-Member @Teej @BlueBay @Owlunar

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@Kurra. Wow you do sound busy and with a move to a new house / town as well.

I'm just starting to look for a job. I think working part time will help get me into the swing of things and fill my life with interests.

@BlueBay - so good your daughter and granddaughter could come home to you.

Don't talk to me about weight gain. Another 10kg gained since I started the new med combo in August. I'm out of the fat zone and am now into the obese zone. And it's uncomfortable having all this extra weight.

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@Zoe7 Lol. I'm watching MAFS right now.

Now you know straight away I don't like the girl with the matching lip stick and nail polish, who calls herself confident. Where I would call her a ball breaker.

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lol I am with you on that one already @utopia I already like this first couple - Cam and Jules

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Hi @utopia

And going through menopause is bad. The extra weight. The belly fat. It’s so hard.

Just read you’re watching MAFS. It’s going to be very interesting. Lol 😂

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Fist married couple - a wonderful match

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@BlueBay - I've been in Peri menopause for over a year now.

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I agree - they are super cute together @utopia - think they will be my new favourites already lol

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Feeling off tonight. Feeling really edgy. Like waiting for an anxiety attack or a panic attack to hit.

Storm clouds high above. Feels like storm clouds inside my body.

Feeling teary.

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Hi @utopia I’m sorry you’re not doing too well. Do you want to chat?

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I'm falling asleep at the keyboard here but just wanted to say hi @BlueBay @Zoe7 @Kurra @Shaz51 and especially @utopia - feeling edgy and teary is bad news.Just wanted to say I'm thinking of you and hope you get some rest tonight.

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