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Yes I have issues with sweating ... whether its anxiety or hormones ... its probably both ... me and my body are complicated ... like us all.

Yes ... rolled plenty .. never got good at it.

You are doing good @utopia

Glad your boy used those young muscles ....

It sucks about your case manager @utopia but glad you will get to meet the new one before the present one leaves It is never easy though to begin with someone new so I hope it all goes well for you.

Have your couches disappeared overnight? I hope they have.

The garden is going slowly at the moment.I am presentlyworking on a patch I want to turn into a veggie garden but the weeding alone is taking it out of me. When I get that finished I will need to build a box, empty the potting mix in and mix it all through with the soil. There is still a lot to be done but it is getting there slowly.

I have begun painting my sister's painting again - that is getting there too. I have a direction to go in now so I am planning on having it done in the next couple of weeks so it dries in time for Christmas this year. I have now been painting it for around 18 months. I have done a few other smaller things in between but not with oils. I already have an image in my head for the next one to do but will probably take a break after I finish my sister's.

I spoke to the HR person who is handling my return to work today and she is hoping to call me on Friday with further details of when I start, what days, times etc. I really need to be back to work soon as I need the money - you would know how hard that is to be living on not much. My income protection was paid for a coulpe of months but that time it was paid up to runs out in a few weeks so I am on the bare minimum at th moment. Hopefully this gets sorted this week and I can look forward to being paid again.

Forgot to take my meds yesterday, both morning and night meds. Barely slept. Now am irritable, flat, down, angry, hungry, but can't be bothered doing anything. Haven't bothered taking today's meds. Can't be bothered. Am tired. Need a proper cigarette. I can't roll rollies. Dont want to do anything.

Hugs @utopia ..... 🌷💕

You know you go downhill quickly if you don't take your meds and that is not a great place to be. It sucks that you only have rollies but it is better than no cigarettes at all - perservere until you can buy cigarettes again @utopia. Sending you hugs Hon

took my morning meds. Managed to cook dinner. Watching TV, just chilling. Feel a bit off, but should be back to normal by tomorrow. Thanks.

That is good news that you took your meds @utopia Not so good that you still feel off but hope you are back to 'normal' tomorrow. I'll check in with you tomorrow to see how you are going my wonderful cocky friend

Thanks @Zoe7.

Hi @utopia How is your day going today? Are you feeling a little better?

Feeling much better when on the meds @Zoe7. Thanks for asking.