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Eden1919Senior Contributor
I have literally ruined everything i cant take this anymore nothing is working and i honestly dont want to keep doing this all the time i just i want to scream but i cant and i cant take this anymore i want to hurt myself that is all i can think about.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@Sans911 no i have not yet got hold of a moderator.... i just really dont know what to do anymore i feel so out of control and i keep messing up. it is like i just cant do anything right. i feel really weird too and i am scared that other things are going to start happening again. i just cant do this.
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Unknown userMember
Hi @Eden1919,
How are you feeling now? You're having a rough night....
Are you starting to feel ready to sleep yet? A warm shower or drink may help.
I'm on for another hour if you'd like to chat here or via email.
kind regards,
Frog
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@Former-Member i probably wont sleep for another 6 hours i havent been getting to bed until between 5-7am so i will be up for a while. i feel still very bad i would talk on here but i am not sure that i am allowed to say everything on here.
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Unknown userMember
I'll talk with you via email 🙂
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
@Sans911 yes my sleep is bad my gp doesnt like to prescribe me things without talking to my other doctors first so i doubt he could really help. i am not prescribed anything for sleep though. and i see my psychologist in over a week but i am not sure if i will see them before the hospital as it depends i may be going soon. i am very nervous about that i am scared they will find something out and i dont know what to do. everything is a mess.
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