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I have literally ruined everything i cant take this anymore nothing is working and i honestly dont want to keep doing this all the time i just i want to scream but i cant and i cant take this anymore i want to hurt myself that is all i can think about.
is there someone you can talk to about the problem?
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
Re: I have ruined everything
not at the moment i have no one to talk to and helplines dont help i have had too many bad experiences with those
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QueenieSenior Contributor
Re: I have ruined everything
Do you think it is a good idea to speak with a @Former-Member about what is happening for you right now? Remember, they are there to support you and so are us.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
Re: I have ruined everything
@Queenie I dont know maybe i just feel like crying i dont know what would help right now....
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QueenieSenior Contributor
Re: I have ruined everything
The mods are very knowledgeable and friendly @Eden1919 plus they are easy to talk to. None of us here on the forum would want you to hurt yourself.
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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@Queenie I guess i just feel really lost.
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frogSenior Contributor
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You matter @Eden1919 If you're able to sleep it can't hurt and might help. Peace.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Eden1919 - I'm here too if you want to chat. I've actually been wondering how you've been going & I'm sorry to hear you still having a tough time of things. You know hun, if you need to cry, go ahead and do it. And make it a damn good cry if that is what you need.
Can you tell me why you think you have ruined things? It'd ok if you don't want to. Have you got anything to distract you from hurting yourself?
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
Re: I have ruined everything
@Sans911 thanks. i cant cry i tried but the tears wont come out. i have ruined everything because i ate and i wasnt supposed to and also there are other things that are hard to explain. i am also scared as i may be going to hospital again soon.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
Re: I have ruined everything
@Eden1919- I'm so sorry for everything you're going through hun. I'm sorry too you can't cry cause I have that problem too. You don't have to explain anything you want to Eden. I know you are scared of hospital, but try to think of it as a shelter from the storm for a while. Have you managed to get hold of @Former-Member to talk to yet?
I'm at a bit of a loss of how to help you through this but know that if I could, I would give you a super, caring hug 🤗. I'm here by your side though @Eden1919.
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