not coping

Well done @Former-Member on getting through your day. That's something to be proud of. 💕💕💕

well done on getting so much done esp on such limited amounts of sleep @Former-Member I do hope its an early night for you

thanks @Lee82 sending you some hugs too 🧡

yes and no @Former-Member
just getting through the days as best I can for now




@Sans911 will just respond here if that's alright.
No I don't have much luck with GPs at all, its quite frustrating.
I was very unwell overnight and this morning, not feeling a whole heap better a few hours on. I keep having thoughts im imagining it but im fairly sure im not.
I do have a womens health centre about 30 minutes away from me, that was one of the recommendations and seems ok esp since one gp is also more trained with IUD's just not sure about the travelling, it could be worth it though. just so tossed up, don't understand why finding a gp is so damn hard.



the surgeon from dental op hasn't given me much info, that's the problem. every month I go up there get tested to see if its healing (which no improvement since 5 months ago which is when most would've already been healed) and they wont even check to see which nerve or anything it is. they just say I knew the risks and that some of my symptoms aren't from the surgery which they are because I never had it before then.
they've said surgery might be an option to fix it but again no info and just says that its up to me even though ive asked for more information.
long term not sure, I guess it depends on how much I want to live with the pain and other nerve related symptoms, a newly formed lisp and difficulty in saying some words, mental side of things like thinking only one side of my face is working (that's what it feels like but apparently it doesn't look like that to others) and the speaking thing.

I honestly don't know @Former-Member
if none of this was happening before and nothing has changed except the surgery then what else could it be? the only thing they've said is it is defiantly nerve related but wont investigate further even though ive asked. these are suppose to be one of the best in public health care system too.

ive been in contact with another surgeon, if I can get a gp to refer me to him itll only cost me $75 each session. that's much better then 500 what I was being quoted by others so im going to make an appointment to see them. hes still about 2 and half hours from me but that's what I travel already so its not a heap difference if its going to be worth it.

I really need to work out what to do about a gp. im tossed up, this changing thing is really hard all the time.