not coping

I do worry about you @outlander 😕 Of course I do, as we all do here, because we care about you Li'l One. If talking will help ... I'm here for you.

Em 💖

Sounds like it hasn't been a great day @outlander

Am around if you need to chat hun 💞

Sorry to hear you are in pain hun @outlander

Sounds like you have tried many different things today to help.

Sitting with you sis 💙

@outlander I wish I knew the answer for you hun.

Can you try a new doctor all together? Perhaps start fresh with someone. It may not help but just a suggestion sis.

It is hard when things pile up on top of each other, especially when we have to deal with the same things day in day out.

Sometimes we just need a break from it all, I can understand that hun

💜

Your physical health issues have been going on for such a long time now @outlander ... one thing after another. And we are not talking about issues which are minor or easily remedied. We are talking major stuff with lifelong consequences. Its totally understandable that it is taking a major toll on you overall. Not just physically but also in an emotional sense. Do you think it would help to talk to a counsellor or psychologist. I know you have spoken to some in the past, but for other issues. Perhaps someone to talk to about your physical health issues, and how they affect your life now and will affect you in future, could be worthwhile. It is a pretty major life adjustment to have to deal with. So much over such a short period of time, especially for someone as young as you with your whole life ahead of you. There are psychologists who specialise in this type of thing ... disorders such as adjustment disorder ... which could be quite relevant to your situation. I just wish I had simple solutions for you Li'l One, but I suspect there are no simple solutions. It will take time and lots of patience, plus a lot of suffering in the meantime. But I have confidence that you can get there, with the right help.

Emelia