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not coping

outlanderSenior Contributor04 Aug 2017, 8:11 pm AEST

not coping

im not coping

i cant handle all of these things

besides my mental health deteriorating so dramatically, and my physicall health floating up the creek

and now within the past few hours

my great grandmother now is in a nursing home and they dont know how long she has left and to make thigns worse i think i have to put my beleoved horse down.

we just had vets out and spend the last 4 hours trying to save my horse. its been 2 hours and went back to check on her and its not looking good.

not good at all 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞 😞

i dont know what to do or how to feel, im a complete mess 😞

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outlanderSenior Contributor31 Oct 2020, 12:40 pm AEDT

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Seems we are in the clear now. Not much more rain expected and quite a few roads water have receeeded. Still alot of road closures and repairs for many people but otherwise its ok @Anastasia @Snowie
Bad headache coming back, no pain relief left either so going to go rest for s while

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outlanderSenior Contributor31 Oct 2020, 12:48 pm AEDT

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@Emelia8 its really good to see you 💜

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Eve7Senior Contributor31 Oct 2020, 2:10 pm AEDT

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Take care @outlander

Thinking of you 💜💜💜

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SnowieSenior Contributor31 Oct 2020, 2:16 pm AEDT

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Hope you are resting now @outlander and the pain is subsiding for you.

Take care sis 💕💕

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outlanderSenior Contributor31 Oct 2020, 5:11 pm AEDT

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Feel likw giving up today

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SnowieSenior Contributor31 Oct 2020, 5:17 pm AEDT

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Sorry to hear hun @outlander

Here with you

Do you want to talk about it?

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outlanderSenior Contributor31 Oct 2020, 5:29 pm AEDT

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Think im just having a bad day @Snowie
Tired of being tired and in pain or having somwthing wrong with me no matter how much i try and help myself or try to improve things. So many conflicting feelings. Its almost like everything about me is changing but i dont k ow why or what went wrong

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SnowieSenior Contributor31 Oct 2020, 5:35 pm AEDT

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Bad days are allowed @outlander We all have them. Doesn't mean they are easy to get through.

I am sure you have been trying some things to help yourself, but I also know how hard it is to do those things when everything seems to be going wrong for us.

You are going through so much at the moment hun and have been for quite awhile now. It's no wonder you feel like this.

Here with you hun 💜

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outlanderSenior Contributor31 Oct 2020, 5:57 pm AEDT

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Feels like its just day after day @Snowie i dont enjoy anything anymore. I dont even know why i dont like the horses that much. I barely spend time with time or want to. I just got my heart horse back and yet i just cant seem to feel the same as i did before.

I try treatments to get better esp physically and it doesnt seem to work. People suggest things and usually ive already tried it. I really hate this stupid brain and body of mine. I just want to be normal.

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Eve7Senior Contributor31 Oct 2020, 6:07 pm AEDT

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Sitting with you @outlander

💙🤗💙🤗💙

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