not coping

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thanks @NatureLover
I guess we all have those really bad unbearable days sometimes.

ill update here soon @NatureLover

ive just spent the last hour trying to contact optus to get mums internet back up and running again. they weren't very helpful at all 🤦‍♀️
at least they put in for urgent IT repair and should be right in the next 48 hours.

i ate something so am having to deal with the pain and cramping again just yuck feeling as usual.

they couldn't do the scans they wanted to do today. they tried 3 times and wasn't very successful-because of my stupid body not because of them or their machines. the radiologist himself come into the third try to just observe and see but there wasn't a way to do it like different positions etc on the machine but it wasn't getting a clear reading at all. he will assess the parts that could be seen and send it with all the other reports but will also have to write that the test is more classes as unsuccessful. im not sure what thatll mean in terms of the next steps. this one was kind of important esp as it would've shown the difference between fasting and hadof eaten something and might've picked up why its worse when my stomach has something in it.

i guess ill get a phone call from the gastroenterologist in the next few days to discuss results etc.

i have to see a dentist pretty soon too, the gums where the teeth were taken out are pretty sore in 2 particular spots so im hoping its not an infection. plus the sides of my cheek are getting quite damaged and sore. ill ring the dentist/surgeon who i normally see to see if i can see them.


@Sans911 @Snowie @Lee82 @Former-Member @Eve7 @Bunniekins @eth and everyone too