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Self destructing

Eden1919Senior Contributor22 July 2017, 10:18 pm AEST

Self destructing

I seem to have pressed the self destruct button and i seem to be crashing again. I am struggling so much with my eating and i honestly just want to give up. the self harm thoughts are getting super bad as well and i dont feel like i can do this anymore. i can see myself crashing but i cant seem to make it stop. it just feels like this is the end and i am trying really hard but i just dont know what to do anymore nearly everyone is giving up on me and i feel totally useless. hope doesnt seem to be real anymore and the screaming inside wont stop.

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outlanderSenior Contributor23 July 2017, 9:58 pm AEST

Re: Self destructing

Oh @Eden1919
I dont think i could make you change your mind so ill just sit here and keep you company ❤❤

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Eden1919Senior Contributor23 July 2017, 11:25 pm AEST

Re: Self destructing

oei feel hopeless.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor25 July 2017, 1:42 pm AEST

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I dont know what to do i had an appointment today but it got cancelled and everything is ruined. i cant take this much longer i honestly cant nothing is working and no matter what i do i always fail. i dont even know if there is a point trying anymore.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor25 July 2017, 3:44 pm AEST

Re: Self destructing

nope there is no point anymore. nothing matters anymore

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Eden1919Senior Contributor25 July 2017, 5:05 pm AEST

Re: Self destructing

i am done.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor25 July 2017, 10:50 pm AEST

Re: Self destructing

not that anyone still cares but i feel horrible i literally cant do this everything hurts so much.

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