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Self destructing

Eden1919Senior Contributor

Self destructing

I seem to have pressed the self destruct button and i seem to be crashing again. I am struggling so much with my eating and i honestly just want to give up. the self harm thoughts are getting super bad as well and i dont feel like i can do this anymore. i can see myself crashing but i cant seem to make it stop. it just feels like this is the end and i am trying really hard but i just dont know what to do anymore nearly everyone is giving up on me and i feel totally useless. hope doesnt seem to be real anymore and the screaming inside wont stop.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor

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yeah i have tried most of those. @outlander i dont even know how to explain it. it is not like i feel cadly about it being "the end" it just feels like that is a fact but it is weird that i an not worried but then ugh i dont even know.

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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@Eden1919
Maybe try to call a helpline? Or maybe try to head to bed and sleep? Those might help you

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Eden1919Senior Contributor

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@outlander i havent been able to sleep until 6am lately which sucks and idk i am not keen to go back to helplines right now not after the last time. either way i feel like i am running out of options.

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MazaritaSenior Contributor

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If things get too difficult, you can also call 000 and explain that you need acute mental health care. Or go to the casualty part of a public hospital and tell them there. You may need to do that if you are feeling extremely unsafe with yourself, @Eden1919. Take care. I'm logging off for the night now but sending warm wishes for your state of being improving over the night.

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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Try amd rest now @Eden1919
Om starting to fall asleep too now so if i stop replying im.not ignoring you

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Eden1919Senior Contributor

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i dont feel like there is any point i only got out of hospital 2 weeks ago and the staff and the hospital would just be angry if i went back and so would everyone else plus it wont even help. i dont know what to do anymore. i want to curl up into my eating issues they seem to be the only thing that feels safe.

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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@Eden1919 ❤❤❤

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Good Morning @Eden1919

Hoping your brain will let you recognize the 'point' today Wishing you can see that at the very tip of everything there is love, there is caring, there is understanding - or if that is not possible, there is acceptance

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Eden1919Senior Contributor

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I feel worse today i was trying to be positive but yet another thing i have failed at. i cant even focus on anything other than food and i want to cry. i am honestly such a horrible disgusting person and i dont deserve to be happy.

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Eden1919Senior Contributor

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well i feel even worse not that i really matter. ugh i dont know what to do.

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