Anyone feel like chatting?

@Former-Member

. feeling alone
2. getting embarrassed
3. forgetfullness
4. leaving the house
5. being in a crowd
6. speaking
7. people having high expectations of you
8. thinking your not good enough
9. having unclear thoughts
10. overwhelming thoughts
11. feeling trapped
12. the smell of your shampoo and conditioner
13. talking about family
14. Dad and the other 2 men
15. Family
16. talking to family
17. anything to do with Sexual assult
18. anything to do with abusive relationships

heres some of them i know you other ones are on here somewhere jsut have to go back a thousand pages

I'm not handling it at all well @Former-Member. I feel like my brain has been invaded. She knows who I am on here and I know who she is (she told me). It's really unnerving. I might yet be forced to leave the forums altogether.

wow @Queenie i can imagine how unnerving it would be. i would be the same, actually i would be in a massive panic and may have already left the forums.

i hope you dont leave but its understandable your reasons behind it.

wow unerving indeed!

@Former-Member i agree with you

@Queenie you have been a massive support to me on here too, you helepd me get through one of my toughest studies yet! not to meantion emotional support!

I just hope something can be done. @Former-Member is going to find out tomorrow if the situation can be helped without me having to leave. I feel so... well... invaded. I come here to help nut out my problems amongst my peers because I have no other support in reality. I volunteer on a peer support page on social media, so it would be inappropriate of me to vent or speak about my own personal struggles with mental health there. Also, my Mrs is a fellow admin on the same page (that's how we met), so some things are better left unsaid.

Don't get me wrong, I love her to bits, but I feel like I've lost a bit of myself. I like being a member here, but unsure how I am supposed to keep going knowing I'm being spied upon. She has trust issues from previous relationships and lives with BPD also, so it's very black and white thinking on her part. Yes, I talk about her here on the forums, but it is just advice-seeking, nothing malicious.

Hugs @oceangirl, @outlander

Hello @Queenie, @Former-Member

@Former-Member, still on your shoulder my friend ,

Hi @Shaz51

oh @Queenie

im so sorry 😞

i really hope something can be done for you. i really do.

i can understand how you would feel now, feeling like that i really do. yoouve never said anything bad about your Mrs but have asked for advice.

i understand the spied upon thing too, you would hold back so much information, you wouldnt be you anymore.

i can just hope that something can be done

do you mind if i ask how she found out you were you?