Anyone feel like chatting?

@Ney
Weight gain is a dreadful side effect!
I hope your psych appointment goes well for you tomorrow and you get some clarity towards your situation ❤❤

I saw your having a harder night Hun , how goes things there? @outlander ?

Im.still the same @Ney
Im an evil spirit. I cant do anything right and i can only seem darkness.

I understand from a emphatic level , anything in particular you want to chat about vent about get off your chest? Or random Segway and talk about anything else ? I'm here 🙂 xxx

@Ney i fear life is the way im already experiencing. I dont deserve a better life anyway. Ive only had diagnosis after diagnosis in both mental illness and physical -recent two are loe grade hpv and breast cysts- being in pain both psychological and physical and being a lab rat for medications and vonstant treatment.
I dont know many 20yr olds who go through it everyday

Oh darling , your going through so much ! Be kind to yourself , pat yourself on the back just for getting out of bed , anything more mentally tick it off your list it's what I do! It sounds like there is a shitty road ahead in some aspects of your world but I'm so glad your here and I've internet met you , and like you say your only 20 when they sort all this out for you , you will have had so much more life experience than some people twice your age , a great big hug coming your way and I hope with everything I have that they work out what works for you medication and health wise soon ❤️❤️❤️

That hpv wasnt by choice btw-wasnt consentual @Ney
Yes its really friggin hard! All the time it never ends. I wish things would hurry up and start grtting better unfortunately not near the future.
Im glad ive 'met' you too ❤❤❤
Health wise physically anywdy theyve done all thry csn but ill have ot all for the rest of my life and have been told ill get osteoarthritis younger thsn most. So thats just fantastic not

What did u end up doing today?

Oh my gosh @outlander this is how much I'm not functioning I wrote you a heart felt essay and then as I'm in my phone in bed I hit button without looking ... it was logout ... not post omg!!! I'll always be the person who pushes doors that say pull 😕 .

Can l just say it sounds like you've been through so much more than most people ever have to endure , my heart really goes out to you xxx

My day was spent in bed , I'm so bloody thankful I found this forum one of the members chatted to me , so I can say I've done something today ... I've had a shower 🙂

I'm hoping tomorrow is a better day not just for me but for you , I have a big week of stuff ahead and if I feel like this in a few days ... we'll it means I miss out on bigger opportunities and I'm scared it's going that way and I just have to accept I'm unwell .

If I could give you a great big hug right now .... I would ! I really am feeling for you and it's an inspiration your in here being a support to others , so don't think your failing when you've undertaken a role you might not be aware that you have ....

Massive hugs 🤗

Aww silly thats ok ive dine it maby times too i can feel your love through the screen ❤
Yes the members are great on here .im lucky to be here too.
I rely hope your appointment goes well for you tomorrow too ❤
I can feelthe virtual hug too
Sending big hugs your way too knowing youve had a bad weekend ❤
@Ney

I do the same thing with push pull signs and im very clever at tripping up invisible stairs too lol