I will...

thats ok @Former-Member 🙂

that ok no need to apologise, we all have those weeks and your allowed to whinge. we all do so go right ahead

yep thats the same as me taking it step by step atm, that all we can do really.

thats ok, even writing the list is an achievement, each time you complete a task give yourself a pat on the back 🙂

its never ending isnt it!! @Former-Member

yes alot going on unfortuantly i have to keep looking at the bigger picture otherwise i hit the suicidal im going to make an attemp thought. ive had too many of those and too many hospital addmission - 5 in total (In under 6 months) 3 of which were through MH. its very overwhelming for me but i jsut dont know whats worse im overwhelmed all the time anyway so i may as well keep myself safe and look towards the bigger picture as well.

yes the forums are the best, and they are my best form of support. i wish i was better at supporting other though. but you ahve been one of my main supports too and seen your thread pop up and i want to check in with you too

i know what that means @Former-Member

do you want to tlak about it?

i know the 'mask' you put on for your kids too

I will try and remember what it feels like to enjoy things. Enjoy the simple things...such as the sunshine.

I will...take the advice of those that care and start being kind to myself instead of hating myself all the time. or at least try to anyway. and remember the negative opinions of others about you who do not have a serious mental illness do not matter. they don't understand it and won't because they are not meant to. until they have a mental illness or someone close to them does, the journey will not be shared.

Until then ignore their stigma. Its just something for them to do. A weird form of entertainment. I prefer shows such as the ABC Breakfast show or The Project for entertainment but i understand everyone craves a different form of entertainment. I understand we are all unique. Some people prefer a sly and crueler form of entertainment and often at the expense of those with a MI or those from some other minority group within society.

I think its quite possible that those exhibiting that sort of behaviour have their own undiagnosed mental illness actually.

I will ...gawd!! ...umm...I want to say something .I will go somewhere twice during the week. I feel blank. awww