Good Morning!

Hi @Former-Member

I so empathise with you - simply cannot answer the phone, Live in terror of the mail and remain fearful of emails. Cannot communicate with anyone - all alone. i am grateful that I can even leave the house now, although approach this very strategically - if I have to go out - I bribe myself by doing everything I can so I don't have to go out again for as many days as possible.

I utterly dread the family thing too - I am estranged from mine although the in-laws demands have been far too difficult at times. Then the HB gets angry and goes into the usual P & G mode. The result is horrible and so insulting for me. I used to just cry. The nasty stuff always hurts.

The stigma that we all contend with every day is neverending - so judgemental and in many ways so detrimental.

When we somehow can - it is the performing seal act - yes I can balance a ball on my nose over and over.

I really question this - what for - I comprehend that I am not around to please other people, especially the toxic ones that will ruin my ball balancing act. And I will be unable to stop the wreckage of my mind. When you are sexually abused as a child and it is all hidden - pretty well this is what happens.

I so understand

Take care of you

Bastless, in loving memory and Odin

Good morning to everyone ............ @Ant7 @Former-Member @Bast @TAB @Faith-and-Hope and anyone else who happens to drop by.

Hope you all had a lovely Thursday evening, a restful sleep and that today is full of love and laughter.

Sherry

GOOD MORNING PRECIUS SOULS!

What's everyone got planned today?

Apart from washing & vacuuming, I've booked my first hair cut in 3yrs. Just realised this worsening neck pain might not just be the arthritis & degeneration but due to the extra weight of this very thick long hair. Probably have to lose 5" but love to tie it back so see what the hairdresser comes up with 💜💜💜

Good Morning Everyone

@Former-Member Good morning how are you today