Good Morning!

Hey @StuF thanks for the reply. It s always a pleasure when our paths align. Reading over comments, lots of prime on this thread struggling today.

It made me feel better!!?

Isn't that awful.

Lotto, now what is first thing I want to buy with all that dough? ... Donuts? Hmm, top of the line massage chair - the rest good ones.

Retreat at equisite spa, mud baths, natural hot springs, massage, facials. I would like servants please. They can do all my draining work while I chill out. Ooh, maybe I will buy an obnoxious car, drive it until the novelty wears off & then give the keys to a single mum in need.

I think you've got the nail on the head @TAB What if sad is comfort zone. Scared of being happy? Scared of life? Scared of being loved, or noticed.

Oh, this would be an incredible answer if you are right.

Permission to feel good.

I don't want to be comfortable in trauma. It's freaking awful. Destroying my life.

Happiness. Is a choice?

I'm keeping this one, holding it very tight to my chest.

If all I've ever known is bad - then yes, this makes perfect sense. To be safe, happy, comfortable - weird feelings??

@Glisten what are our lucky numbers??😘 What do you want to buy first? Or maybe, do in the movies & sleep in money bed✝️🙏

Hearts are important @TAB 🫀

um re sad/happy place think am same @StanD ie scared of happiness/success, failure/misery more familiar territory ..

..anyhoo .. take that to your dude at next appt lol ...

Haha @TAB

I've not seen that movie, but it has always seemed like it would be funny

I think I saw most of it once at least a long time ago now @StuF yes, thinking going to watch it myself

..update ... @StuF it's on youtube, full movie, free ..

You've done heaps @Glisten I've just been reading Money Magazine online at home and stretching my budget. Have saved $2000/year with a few phone calls since yesterday. Am proud of myself. Food budget is next could save about $400/year going to Hindustan Imports to get dried fruits, grains and nuts/seeds from India. Need to draw water from a mineral spring at Kays Creek Picnic Ground to save money on store bought water. I do have a water filter but it was hard getting replacement cartridges when covid struck and supply chains went down. Can't get there without a car. Got to manifest transport somehow

had you thought about canned stuff @Former-Member ? or preserves like the old days re glass jars, could buy them at church stalls etc

corned beef ? beans ? sauerkraut, yummo i could live on that lol, can ... even get ..canned cheese .. lol ok powdered milk think its ok to drink tap water , just make a drinking grade pond ok liner and theres rocks they use in reservoirs help filter the water , cant remember name, but if water is open , all nasties put in my man either settle out or gas off ... leaving good water

Oooo, free movie you say @TAB ?

I shall bookmark! I don't think I can be bothered with it tonight

https://youtu.be/AW17kFMLzKI?si=R57Krhm52gcQ8vLX

just realised think we had this conv 2 years ish ago lol @StuF

Does not surprise me @TAB ! lol

The sound on that version is messed up...